it is early morning 2plus... but i not yet sleep... coze i need to do some stuff... den went to see alot of ppl blog... and suddenly feel to write my feeling out... some of my friends went to ite... some went to poly... and some went to study private... but wad i know is tat no matter where they study they felt so happy... thats good for them... and i going to start my school soon... mayb it is also a new start for my studies le... but i always got that weird feeling... dunno is it i already half a year didn't study and slack for quite long... and suddenly ask mi go back to school is lyk wan mi to die ma... yes it is true that i love study not i act as if i really love but i find it fun to go to school... but now the feeling is not right... yes it is not right... sometime i find it time pass to slow for mi... but sometime i find it is damm fast... nowadays i feel i am far apart wif all my friends... yes it is all my friends... except a few ba... lyk apple and xin yi... i have so many friends... but end up i am so far apart wif them... mayb is my problem over here or mayb not... i oso dunno and dun wish to know... coze know to much oso sian... sometimes i think does friendship really true... last time de mi i will find tat all my friendship is true... however this few time when i need help no ppl really helping mi... mayb a few is there but the rest is lyk disappear in this world... but now i dun really care... however i only know tat when i got problem who are those true friends wif mi... no matter who are always wif mi or mayb not wif mi i will not mention names coze there is no point letting any ppl to know... the most important thing is i know can le... sometimes miss the days wif all my friends... but tat is past it can onli be memories and not my future... but i still must say thanks to all my friends who care for mi... and had fun wif mi... i really do miss ur alot do take care... mayb i will post my next post next week... once i school start i will update a bit more regrading my school... muhaha... nitex...