today wake up at 9plus... eat breakfast etc... later going to aunty house for awhile den at nite see who can acc mi out lo... feel so sian... hai... nowadays so many problems but yet i just avoid and avoid... i rather choose to keep it to myself... and not to say out... sometimes when i wish to say but yet dunno how to express myself... hai... nowadays the thing i need the most is time for myself and time for my friends and not love... say the truth i already lose faith in relationship le... i will not find a stead till my heart settle down and i know wat am i doin... for now is i totally dunno wat am i doin... i can sit there suddenly cry i can suddenly sit there hyper or i can even emo without anything happen... why i become like this i oso dunno... hai... when time pass things changes when things changes people also changing... everyday work just want to earn as much money as possible for myself to spend rite now... this is my life rite now... boring and tired everyday...