today is the first day of 2008... first day of jan... it is also first day in 2008 i blog... this morning 7.30am den reach home... bath le den sleep... it is truth tat it is very tired but yet i never sleep property... sleep till 10.30am wake up... grandma ask why so early wake up... and i told her coze i hungry but eventually is i cant get to sleep wor... lots of things in mind... now i quit my job le... den now finding a new job ba... daddy say a pay where gif u an hour quite alot why i want quit... coze the unhappiness etc... make me feel lyk even no matter how high is it you work not happy you should leave... den buy psp a few days ago... but seems lyk nothing to play lo... ya think this month i would be doing something for someone ba... doing something where i wish to do so long but yet never get it done... den lots of things in my heart... and from today onwards i will be writing daily dairy not blogging but in my bao bei dairy... why... coze i wan to write all my unhappiness, happiness, how i feel etc down... just for myself... and next time for my future husband to see... coze i now understand wat is love... wat is like... wat is relationship... all my things should share wif the one i love... share wif the one willing to share wif mi... just lyk our aurore group which always share our stuff... no matter is happy or not... we will share wif each other... just lyk i share all my things to my gan kor, gan mei, gan jie and gan di... coze i know they care for mi... i also would lyk to use this opportunity to thanks them... thank you... love them just like my family... coze they are my family no matter how far we are, how long we never contact they still my family... love them... sometimes thinking back... actually i very xin fu... coze i had a wonderful family and friends... thanks to the god which gif me all this... and now the most important thing i want now is being myself... being a gal just lyk i use to be... being a gal dare to dream... being a gal where i got enough time for me, my friends, my family and him... being a gal stop thinking negative side of my future, stop thinking negative side of lots of things but being a gal which will always think positive... being a gal willing to do everything just for her family, her friends and him... thats the gal i want to be... love is something ur heart can never stop you from loving...