reach home not long ago... just now inside the bus thinking lots of stuff... ytd jun ru ask mi for my blog link... den after tat she told me that my blog so emo... ya lo... my blog always so emo de... hai... onli there is once nv emo at all... which is last year june... during tat time when i so call wif tat him... my blog nv write emo stuff at all... i want thank you to that him... for letting me write happy moments when wif him... you should know who you are ba... thank you... hai den ytd quarrel wif him... hai... i dunno wad should i do... ya i admit i jealous when he mention tat gal name... sian... but i just cant admit in front of him... i oso dunno why... den ytd read jun ru blog... she make mi understand something... jun ru say everyone has their own memories we should not be so selfish... ya lo... he has the right to think of her ba no matter wad she still is his ex ma... thank you jun ru for making mi understand this... den he oso tell mi that my attitude sucks... hai... my attitude towards him really sucks lo... hai... can i change... den he say he rather want a gf where will not make him angry rather than a gal will do everything for him but yet make him angry always... hai... i trying to be both type ba... mayb be a gal will not make him angry and yet will oso help him do everything... hai... can i do it ma... trying my best wor... jia you... and hope this will be my last emo post ba... can i have my happy memories from now on... actually he nowadays oso treat me quite good ba... lyk i wan buy bear bear he will say wan buy for me... he oso trying his best to make mi happy... let us try our best to be the person which both we want... jia you... and now thinking to write letter for him not... feel lyk slping le going to slp le... night... i love myself and him...