just reach home not long ago... just now in the bus saw 1 couple so sweet wor... hai... so envy wor... thinking when den i will lyk them... i feel tat actually sometimes u dun need to ask u oso know the ans... when u know the truth den u feel so sad for wat... i hate my horoscope... libra is those ppl who wan to know some ans they will comfirm check the truth out... tats why libra ppl is so easily get hurt... i know u still love her... why should i go ask u... make myself more sad... i think we should really let go... is contiune we only hurting ourselves... unless u forget her... been so silly for past few years... wish i could die... wish i can forget everything... wish i now knock down by car... i hate been myself... so moody nowadays... den sometime dun go expect thing too much when u know is cant be possible... from now onwards i will not wish for anything... never... coze it is so disappointed when u had high expectation... and never happen... i only hope tat ur heart only got mi and no one else... will it ever happen... i guess is a no... hai... everyone pls leave mi alone dun come near mi... i just wan to be alone... and pls let mi go... i just need time to forget and forgive... but den i know i will never do it de... coze is too difficult le... sorry... i just waiting for miracle to happen in my life... pls let mi go... pls let mi leave this world... pls let mi die...