~ all abt mi ~

a apologise note to mi and him

2010-02-19T07:20:00.004+08:00

it has been so long since my last update... everytime i update onli when i unhappy... i nv update my happiness here... i dunno why maybe too lazy le ba... i feel so sick, so tired and so sad rite now... i quarrel wif him again... this time is i started it first... firstly, i wan to tell him so sorry... after been so many years wif him and both of us went through so many ups and downs, i should know tat how much he love mi and how much he care for mi... on the tue night, he just came back from malaysia... he ask mi go look for him, but i gif him those stupid unsmiling face... after tat at night i cry coze i thought he still like tat gal... he tell mi nv but i still go think so much... on the wed night, i went to look for him again... he wanna make mi happy but i just couldn't smile i dunno why... and den i hurt his whole heart again... and now he very cold towards mi... i feel so upset... all this is i started it first... and i can understand why he feel so sad... but den i just scare tat i will lose him and cant afford to lose him too... i love him... wad he say is right we going to get rom soon why i still ask him those stupid questions and go think those unneccesary things for wad... dear realli so sorry... he every morning he sure will drop a sweet sms before he started doin his stuff in the camp... everytime went he book out first thing he will come look for mi... and i still rem tat there is one day i went up to do the project and my hp got no bat... and den he try to call mi 8 times but i did not ans... and he so scare tat i will anyhow wif someone else... i feel so touch abt it... i know how much he cares mi how much he love mi but yet i hurt his heart... sorry dear... i promise i will not think so much anymore... i will onli think of our future onli... bao bei sorry... i just hope tat we can back to the normal and u treat mi like last time like this... so sorry... * i pray to the god, pls forgive mi for saying those kinds of things to him, i realli pray so hard tat i hope mi and him can back to normal like those days and he dun treat me so cold anymore... thank u god... *

love is a way of torturing someone

2009-05-24T15:22:00.007+08:00

it is almost half year plus that i nv update my blog... i nv update coze nth for mi to say... this morning already feel upset some more he scold mi again... why u always want to gif mi so much stress... why always use mi and other girls to compare... yes i not pretty... in ur heart onli got ST... u always make me so hurt... yes my english sucks... why u always need a prefect girl... am i not good? why u always say break... it is very hurtful... i just onli cant pronounce the word and u so angry... wad u expect me to do... i am so stessful... gif mi one week to learn my english it is impossible... i feel so sad and hurt... can u dun treat mi lyk this... i not good... i always go down find u and without any complaint... i very tired le... i beg u dun lyk tat treat mi can... love is equal to accept that person bad and good points... i feel so tiring le... pls dun gif mi stress can... i want to take neoprint but u say u dun wan... i also follow wad u say... i always gif in so much... but why cant u gif in for mi... why when u happy u nv say anything... but why when u angry u will say it out... yes u express class mi normal academic and also retain before... u always look down on mi... just tat u nv say it out at all... am i so bad in ur heart? i wish got a guy who can love mi who i am, dote, treasure mi... i am so sad... god pls tell mi wad should i do... i feel so tired... love in my heart is just onli a way of torturing someone... am i fall in love wif a wrong person... can someone let mi fall for u... and help mi... there is onli one person can make mi happy, is whenever i see baby or kids... i wish to get married at my age of 22... so i can gif birth and make myself happy... a few pic that i find at the net make mi feel so happy...

can u make mi so happy just lyk he make mi so happy...

if let mi choose i will choose to happy without any worries...

i wish that u are wif mi right now...

if i can like u so happy without thinking of any thing it will be the best thing i ever had in life...

onli u can make mi so happy...

i never want to think so much... but u always make mi think...

i never regret to be wif u... but u make mi feel so regret...

if so easy to let go i will sure let go... but the thing is letting go a relationship is not so easy like letting go of bubbles...

go out with pei shi with happiness

2008-10-15T23:59:00.001+08:00

today wake up at 10.35am... actually wanna wake up early to prepare but end up i sleep till 10plus... den went to bath and prepare... and get ready to go to bugis to meet my dearest pei shi... when i saw her she told me that she today in class do stupid thing... i dun wish to explain more coze i lazy and dunno how to say also... den went to buy a jacket which dear say is nice... den after that we went to eat long john... actually wanna ate others stuff but she say she feel lyk eating long john so i acc her go eat lo... then after that went OG wanna buy something but cant make up my mind so decided to consider first... then acc her go see her watch... but we cant find... mayb her bday i will buy her watch ba... not feel lyk sharing presents nowadays... coze sharing present quite ma fan... so better buy my own... den after that when we walk out the shopping centre someone gif me a brochure is regrading facial... den me and pei shi never consider and we went to facial... ended up very disappointed... i oso dunno why... den after that eat mac... den she at there surf her net and i put on my make up... den we keep on taking picture lo... den she acc me go singtel... after that she went back on her own... and i went to lan shop meet my dear... acc him play tower defense for the 3hrs lo... haha... below is the picture i taken with my dearest pei shi...

taken this picture at long john...

she seems to be crazy over taking picture... lolx... shhh...

haha... myself...

i love this lightning a lot... it seems to be nice...

taken at mac...

wanna kiss her... but i didn't coze my kiss is for my dear dear...

ask her act cute... she say she dunno... dots...

this picture is blur... coze pei shi purposely shake her hand... wtf...

i love this picture a lots...

went out with xin yi jie

2008-10-14T23:59:00.009+08:00

it is a long time since i blog... i decided to blog to rem the memories who i go out with... today went out with my xin yi jie... went to k-box with her... i ate chicken rice... she ate the sushi set... at first not in a very good mood to sing coze having headache... after that all right le so started singing... den went to hereen... actually wanna go billabong to buy hand phone strip for me and dear... but is out of stock le... den jie oso went to HMV to see her favorite singer jay album is out... but ended up is on wednesday lo... she seems to be sad la... den we decided to walk to taka to see can find the hand phone strip or not... but on our way there jie quite angry... coze i ask something that she dun wish to say at all... so sorry jie... i just concern you... den when we reach taka also cant find the hand phone strip... sad... went to bugis to shop... went to help dear buy a hand phone pouch... den went to a shop to try some tops... got one tops is damm nice... but den it seems to be not worth it at all... den went to tcc for some drinks... chit chat over there as well... den bring jie go to my aunty shop at the central... den she bought a belt at my aunty shop wor... actually she wanna buy shoes but cant find those she like wor... den we oso took lots of picture at there... den after that she went home for her dinner... and i went to find dear...

the food we order to be share among us...

the drink which got lots of cream is mine... and the other drink is jie de...

taken right outside HMV...

taken this picture at the central toilet...

focusing at the camera...

i love the background effects...

i love her...

acting cute de me...

taken outside of a hair salon...

the tops that i wanna buy...

i love the tops... it is very nice...

friendship is that true

2008-06-06T02:09:00.005+08:00

it is early morning 2plus... but i not yet sleep... coze i need to do some stuff... den went to see alot of ppl blog... and suddenly feel to write my feeling out... some of my friends went to ite... some went to poly... and some went to study private... but wad i know is tat no matter where they study they felt so happy... thats good for them... and i going to start my school soon... mayb it is also a new start for my studies le... but i always got that weird feeling... dunno is it i already half a year didn't study and slack for quite long... and suddenly ask mi go back to school is lyk wan mi to die ma... yes it is true that i love study not i act as if i really love but i find it fun to go to school... but now the feeling is not right... yes it is not right... sometime i find it time pass to slow for mi... but sometime i find it is damm fast... nowadays i feel i am far apart wif all my friends... yes it is all my friends... except a few ba... lyk apple and xin yi... i have so many friends... but end up i am so far apart wif them... mayb is my problem over here or mayb not... i oso dunno and dun wish to know... coze know to much oso sian... sometimes i think does friendship really true... last time de mi i will find tat all my friendship is true... however this few time when i need help no ppl really helping mi... mayb a few is there but the rest is lyk disappear in this world... but now i dun really care... however i only know tat when i got problem who are those true friends wif mi... no matter who are always wif mi or mayb not wif mi i will not mention names coze there is no point letting any ppl to know... the most important thing is i know can le... sometimes miss the days wif all my friends... but tat is past it can onli be memories and not my future... but i still must say thanks to all my friends who care for mi... and had fun wif mi... i really do miss ur alot do take care... mayb i will post my next post next week... once i school start i will update a bit more regrading my school... muhaha... nitex...

update my photo

2008-05-27T23:59:00.003+08:00

just reach home not long ago... just finish upload new photo in msn, friendster and blog... and i oso change my blog song... haha... feeling so happy... love this photo quite much... it is been so long i never taken picture and change my pictures etc... i get my ring le wor... so happy... yup... i change another number... my that old number will not be using for a period of time... coze bill too high le must change another sim card... i will reply sms once i change back to that number... ok... hehe... den going to sleep at around 1plus... coze going to wake dear up... he need to do his homework etc... haha... den i think i going to play wow... then go eat some supper as well... hehe... last sat and sunday having work so quite busy... nowadays i trying hard to relax myself... and not giving myself so much stress... like that i feel much more better... haha... mayb i really having too much stress nowadays thats why feel so unhappy... IT fair is coming gonna work again... hoho... i can earn money again... wahaha... rem to go IT fair buy stuff ok... it is on the 12th june... muhaha... mayb that day i going to pon my two lesson on the 12th and 13th june coze i wanna work at IT fair wor... finally going to study again... haha... studying accounting... ur will surely ask mi where i study right... haha... it is a secret... muhaha... not mdis... not bmc... haha... lolx... hao le i going end here... coze i wanna play my wow... going to level my char... if not forever will be level 23 wor... and pay money to play de cant waste money... money hard to earn wor...

depression

2008-05-21T23:59:00.003+08:00

i told myself not to cry anymore... but i cry again... i really think i am crazy... i really got depression already... actually long ago i already feel like i got depression but i dun dare to admit coze it is veri scary... nowadays i love to bite other people and myself... love to beat people... it is just like depression symptom... hai... i think i really need to go to see doctor sooner... really like mad woman... so scary... just now thinking to die... sms so many people to tell them i feel like dying... hai... once again make them worry again... sorry... scare i will not control myself for the next few months, years... maybe it happen too many things that why i cant take it... hai... why i born in this way... can anyone help me... can anyone intro me to see a doctor... can anyone be there for me... can anyone help me through... i really hate myself too much le... feel like dying... pls pls let me go... pls let me leave this world... pls let me forget everything... pls let me go back to myself... i really cant take it anymore... sorry...

last emo post

2008-05-14T23:59:00.004+08:00

reach home not long ago... just now inside the bus thinking lots of stuff... ytd jun ru ask mi for my blog link... den after tat she told me that my blog so emo... ya lo... my blog always so emo de... hai... onli there is once nv emo at all... which is last year june... during tat time when i so call wif tat him... my blog nv write emo stuff at all... i want thank you to that him... for letting me write happy moments when wif him... you should know who you are ba... thank you... hai den ytd quarrel wif him... hai... i dunno wad should i do... ya i admit i jealous when he mention tat gal name... sian... but i just cant admit in front of him... i oso dunno why... den ytd read jun ru blog... she make mi understand something... jun ru say everyone has their own memories we should not be so selfish... ya lo... he has the right to think of her ba no matter wad she still is his ex ma... thank you jun ru for making mi understand this... den he oso tell mi that my attitude sucks... hai... my attitude towards him really sucks lo... hai... can i change... den he say he rather want a gf where will not make him angry rather than a gal will do everything for him but yet make him angry always... hai... i trying to be both type ba... mayb be a gal will not make him angry and yet will oso help him do everything... hai... can i do it ma... trying my best wor... jia you... and hope this will be my last emo post ba... can i have my happy memories from now on... actually he nowadays oso treat me quite good ba... lyk i wan buy bear bear he will say wan buy for me... he oso trying his best to make mi happy... let us try our best to be the person which both we want... jia you... and now thinking to write letter for him not... feel lyk slping le going to slp le... night... i love myself and him...

hate myself

2008-03-29T02:12:00.003+08:00

so long nv blog le... nowadays veri tired... cry and cry... got too much problems le... dunno who should i tell... somemore still sick... love someone is it so difficult... feel lyk gifing out wor... i really think i am stupid... for doin so much things just for tat someone... sometimes so jealous other couples at least their boyfriend will not scold them... but i everytime get scolded... get scolded by someone who u love so much... i really had no more happy moments wif him le ma... mayb it is gone le ba... love is no longer there... why cant i find someone who can love mi and care for mi de... i everyday is so unhappy... but everytime i just act lyk i so happy in front of everyone... but just tat i dun wan let them worry ar... i know who are those who care for me... and i know who is those who does not care for me at all... friends told me tat he just li yong me onli... but i just tell them no la he really care for me... but actually the fact is i know he just li yong me ar... why i lyk tat say lei... if he really care for me will not everytime scold me... will tell me his problems... will not everytime so angry wif me... but i just keep avoiding all this... i scare i scare i will lost everything... nowadays do wat thing also not so success... hai... when den can i find my dream guy... feel lyk hugging a guy who can tell mi i really love u can u wif mi ma... time pass by sec and not by days... how long must i suffer... all this is i own self create de... sorry to myself... i just wan say i hate myself lots and lots...

sorry

2008-01-21T23:59:00.000+08:00

i cry again... i make him angry again... i really dunno wat happen to me... i really very stress... i just feel alone wif no one acc me... i dunno why... i just cant become myself anymore... i really dunno wat to do... sorry... sorry the things i do which make you sad... i scare i will lose everything... i really very tired le... but yet i just cant let go... i scare... nowadays i feel so stress... i dunno wad to do... can i go back to myself... can i... i really trying my best... but yet i just cant overcome the fear i having... sometimes i really wan die... but then i know it just to run away from fact... but sometimes there is question behind... does he really love me... does he really care me... does he really nv lyk any gals... but i dun dare to ask... dun dare to face... coze i love him too much le... tats why i change to another person... dear i need u being there for me... but yet i scare i scare walk along in the end... i bite myself nowadays i oso dunno why... i just want to forget everything...

each day pass by a min or a year

2008-01-13T00:49:00.000+08:00

now i slacking thats why i updating my blog rite now... o lvl result is coming out soon le... hear that is 25th jan but someone gif me the hint is lyk not 25th jan lo... but result comfirm out on week 4 of jan... hai... wish to get my result as soon as possible but yet i scare cant face the truth... hai... after getting the result will be planning this and that... going where to study etc... hai... but after settle my result le... there is still got personal problem to solve ar... i really dunno why i just cant stop myself thinking negative... am i become a negative person le... already lost faith in myself and others... i really dunno... can everyone tell me... he want me to be cheerful... but the things is i dunno why i just cant do it... am i a gal who always gif those sad look... i dunno... hai... sometimes thing haven be solve are hard to change... hai... i just wish i could go back last time de wo... is it so difficult ma... sometimes i asking myself am i fit to be that gal ma... but ans is i dunno... i everything also dunno... dunno wat i am... dunno wat to do... dunno for everything... it is tired to say dunno... or could say tired to repeat dunno every msec every sec every min every hour everyday... but i dun say dunno i dunno wat to say le... hai... i know i hurt lots of people... but i could only say sorry... i just not prepare for everything to change or etc... i just could do is everyday just let it pass... i keep saying last year why pass so slow... but think back now i already free of o lvl... is it fast or slow... will my life forever pass with this speed or slower... sometimes i just cant face the reality coze it is hurt to face... i know myself wat i want but just that could i get it not i really dun dare to face... i just hope that everyday pass with a smile on my face that all i want... i love him lots...

darkness of my other side

2008-01-06T12:15:00.000+08:00

today wake up at first is nothing de... no feeling at all... but den later on feel sad, worry and angry... i dunno why... nowadays i started to cry lyk last time before i can get to slp... i dunno why... is hard being back myself... is hard to stop thinking... i dunno why... i feel so worry nowadays... worry this and that... i everyday asking myself when den i can stop thinking... when den can i believe myself and him... i just cant control myself to think... the more i think the more i feel hurt and sad... the more i stop thinking the more i feel i no longer in this world wif my friends... my heart is all wif pain, wounds and hurt... can i mend it myself... can the one i wish to have will mend for me... or my friends around would mend for me... the one i wish to have now is him... the more i wish i could have him... the more i feel so hurt... i dunno why... dun ask mi why... coze i dunno why... i really afraid to walk along in the darkness of my another side... is black and it is dark... the darkness i could feel is just lyk killing me... till now no one can hold me out from my darkness... i dunno why... my friends around are helping me... but half way though i just let go of my hands... it is pain to walk out... it is hard... the one i wish he could walk wif me is no where now... does he know how hurt i am... sometimes i really asking myself stop thinking but it is hard... it is really hard... does the ans he gave me is the true... or just want me to feel happy... i really dunno... i really confuse... hai... before exam scare i cant make it and worry stuff about him and me... after exam worry about my result and also stuff about me and him... can i just lyk other gals to stop thinking... i really wish i could stop thinking...

first day of the year

2008-01-01T12:55:00.000+08:00

today is the first day of 2008... first day of jan... it is also first day in 2008 i blog... this morning 7.30am den reach home... bath le den sleep... it is truth tat it is very tired but yet i never sleep property... sleep till 10.30am wake up... grandma ask why so early wake up... and i told her coze i hungry but eventually is i cant get to sleep wor... lots of things in mind... now i quit my job le... den now finding a new job ba... daddy say a pay where gif u an hour quite alot why i want quit... coze the unhappiness etc... make me feel lyk even no matter how high is it you work not happy you should leave... den buy psp a few days ago... but seems lyk nothing to play lo... ya think this month i would be doing something for someone ba... doing something where i wish to do so long but yet never get it done... den lots of things in my heart... and from today onwards i will be writing daily dairy not blogging but in my bao bei dairy... why... coze i wan to write all my unhappiness, happiness, how i feel etc down... just for myself... and next time for my future husband to see... coze i now understand wat is love... wat is like... wat is relationship... all my things should share wif the one i love... share wif the one willing to share wif mi... just lyk our aurore group which always share our stuff... no matter is happy or not... we will share wif each other... just lyk i share all my things to my gan kor, gan mei, gan jie and gan di... coze i know they care for mi... i also would lyk to use this opportunity to thanks them... thank you... love them just like my family... coze they are my family no matter how far we are, how long we never contact they still my family... love them... sometimes thinking back... actually i very xin fu... coze i had a wonderful family and friends... thanks to the god which gif me all this... and now the most important thing i want now is being myself... being a gal just lyk i use to be... being a gal dare to dream... being a gal where i got enough time for me, my friends, my family and him... being a gal stop thinking negative side of my future, stop thinking negative side of lots of things but being a gal which will always think positive... being a gal willing to do everything just for her family, her friends and him... thats the gal i want to be... love is something ur heart can never stop you from loving...

boring life rite now

2007-12-24T10:20:00.000+08:00

today wake up at 9plus... eat breakfast etc... later going to aunty house for awhile den at nite see who can acc mi out lo... feel so sian... hai... nowadays so many problems but yet i just avoid and avoid... i rather choose to keep it to myself... and not to say out... sometimes when i wish to say but yet dunno how to express myself... hai... nowadays the thing i need the most is time for myself and time for my friends and not love... say the truth i already lose faith in relationship le... i will not find a stead till my heart settle down and i know wat am i doin... for now is i totally dunno wat am i doin... i can sit there suddenly cry i can suddenly sit there hyper or i can even emo without anything happen... why i become like this i oso dunno... hai... when time pass things changes when things changes people also changing... everyday work just want to earn as much money as possible for myself to spend rite now... this is my life rite now... boring and tired everyday...

hate to go child care

2007-12-16T22:49:00.000+08:00

hai... nowadays hate to go child care... hate to see someone there... not the kids but other... enjoying working with those kids but not wif someone... hai... today went to singapore poly for their prize giving ceremony... get scolded early morning... hai... really hate someone... she sucks sia... den help the kids put make-up etc... haha... den since morning nv eat till 1plus eat two small cake... having headache whole day... pain... my illness haven recover and is getting worst... omg... den take picture with the kids... having fun wif them... esp my two gan nu er and my gan mei... love them forever... haha... den going to post up the photos... hehe... so tired... after tat went to aunty house eat steam boat... haha... had fun over there... love to go there... den at there stay till 10plus den went back coze watching tv... lol... k la gtg le... tml meeting my bao bei jie... nite... love myself...

can things change

2007-12-11T20:18:00.001+08:00

this few weeks not feeling well... ytd and today having high fever... the worst thing is tat today my fever hit until 38.5 degree... it is so difficult to breath in and out... feel lyk dying soon... sian... hai... ytd doctor ask mi is it stress... and i say not sure... but eventually i quite stress... stress this and that... scare this and that... sometimes things are not easy to settle down... been myself it is so difficult... hai... really try my best to put everything aside... but do u know how hard it was... ppl ask me u still love him ma after ur break... i told them mayb i dun really love him tat much le... but den my heart is full of hurt... i everyday told myself i must forget... but i cant... it is hard... but i really trying my best just not to make anyone worry me... esp all my best friend, sister, brother and family... been my daddy bao bei... i dun seem tat i had short of anything... i wan pda daddy buy for me... wat i wan i will have... but i just could not find the one who really love me as much as i could... i just wan to be me... hai... lots of unhappiness each day... just trying to forget everything and start all over again... life is meaningless if everytime think this and that... hai... grandma every now and then ask me eat medicine... hai... but i dun wan eat... it is so difficult to swallow lo... hai... this morning eat medicine until cry... not i lyk baby is just that i smash everything into one cup of hot water... and it is so sour and bitter... hai... i hate to eat medicine... k la since i complaint everything le... now feeling better gonna go and rest... take care to myself... love myself...

my life might be changing

2007-12-05T20:28:00.000+08:00

nowadays lyk every week onli blog once or lesser... hai... busy working... quite stress dunno why... haha... den sometimes to tired to blog so nv blog lo... den change new phone le... last sunday change de... haha... daddy allow den change lo... den going out to shopping this sat ba... go buy wallet... haha... just get my pay quite happy... den everyday work le den back home slack... haha... dun know wat to do oso... den nowadays not so fan lyk last time le... maybe put down lots of things... but den sometimes will oso keep thinking this and that... den just wish tat time can pass fast... so that i can settle down everything wor... haha... den life is not easy to go through de... coze everytime when you grow there is more and more things let you think of... so sometimes so hope that i am a three years old girl which do not need to bother anything wor... haha... maybe this is my life ba... a life which needs to bother this and that... not easy to live on this type of life... maybe this is call fate ba... haha... we cant change our fate but we can try to stop things for happening... but not everytime can succeed... i trying my best to stop... hopefully i can change my life... k la going to rest le... stop here for the time being...

why why why

2007-11-26T20:13:00.000+08:00

nowadays watching the show call why why love... hai... the story is already so touching at the start... i nearly want to cry out... hai... the story is about how a girl had been suffered since young... her family background is not very good... den fall for a guy... den this is the start of the story... at the end i will update later ba... been so stress... stress of work... scare this and that... scare my result not good... if not good should i really go work and study at night... thinking lots of things... say the truth i am a girl who really think lots and lots... trying to put everything down... but it is not easy to do... i am those girl who love to plan for future... so sometimes wat i decide now is really important coze it concern to my future... hai... why cant i stop thinking... why why why... i hate being myself... i tell myself i love being myself... but i cant accept myself for being those kind of people who will think and think... very tired le... hai... sian... dun go and think expect something too much is better coze there will be no disappointment at all... hai... hoping tml wake up i can forget everything... let me become a new person from now... stop all thinking etc... k la going to contiune watch my show... hate myself...

angry with my students

2007-11-20T20:15:00.000+08:00

today so angry with all my students... scolded them again and again... scold one by one oso... hai... den today not feeling well oso... feel so upset when scold them... hai... feel so sad... hai... den today lots of things happen sia... i finally received my nebo card... but they write my name wrongly... omg... dunno wat to do... den later going to do some work... hai... after o lvl lyk more things to be done... den today i scolded one of my good students... i not purposely de... just tat i too angry with my pri 1 students... den one of my students go throw temper at teachers den i thought tat guy wan go sayang him... but actually he wan help me pull him out... i feel so upset when i scolded him... i should ask him before i scold him... when he feel so sad and angry with me... i nearly cry out... hai... asking myself am i fit to be a teacher... will i still contiune go teaching line... hai... btw i wan say sorry wei ming... miss chua is really not purposely scold u de... den after tat went home... den eat dinner etc... den later going to rest awhile and do my things... haha... mayb i should cool down right now... hopefully tml my students all will listen to me... haha... k la gtg do other stuff le... haha... stay happy forever...

a girl had lost her way

2007-11-18T11:57:00.000+08:00

nowadays working as a part time child care teacher... working there feel happy, cheerful and relaxing coze i love the children over there i can play wif them... but after 4.30pm i feel so sian... after o lvl i feel relax... however lots of thing keep coming to my mind... so i finding lots of things to do so i can stop myself thinking so much... learn driving, learn japanese class, learn dancing etc... just want to keep myself occupy... what i wan i will never fail to have... daddy always will give me the best... friends around also will try to gif mi their best... but why i want a simple life with a simple guy who can love me lots it is so difficult... really wish i could find a guy who can love me lots... and not hurting mi over and over again... i can say i am a failure... in every relationship i had never be success... can anyone tell me why... why every of my friend free of worry... but i am a person full so worry... thinking after o lvl i can put down everything aside but i am wrong... i not as strong as my friend... i just a weak and simple girl... daddy know i had lots of hurt but he trying protecting me... but i just could not protect myself... why... in everyone eyes they thought i am strong but eventually in my heart so hurt no one knows... i dunno wat should i do... i hurt myself... i hate been myself... i hate to get hurt... i hate things happen over and over again... lying myself tat i can get over it soon... but it is not truth... it is just a lie... love make people hurt... why i am suffering rite now... friends around me will always gif me their fullness support... finally i understand why people say best friends hard to find... but beside me all are my best friends when i need them they will there for me... but then why i never treasure them... but yet treasure someone who not worth me to treasure at all... but nowadays i trying myself to treasure the people beside me who will be there for me when i need them... thank you all my friend and family... but sometimes it is not so easy to do... just lyk what i thinking right now i can never had the courage to say or to do... trying to use out all my time to do everything just to make myself stop thinking... tears nowadays not easy for me to drop... maybe all my tears are use up... when then can i find back my own self... can anyone tell me... can anyone help me... i need just a simple care simple love... i really dunno what get into me nowadays... hai... why people changing their look... but why their inter beauty will never change... i just wish to change to a person who doesn't care anything right now and in the future... to those people... pls treasure your gf or bf dun hurt them... hurt will make someone sad, unhappy etc... love them and not hurt them... they need you...

went to perm my hair

2007-11-08T20:38:00.000+08:00

today wake up at 9plus do my stuff... den somehow 10plus went to bath... after tat went to aunty jasmin house... later on meet pei yu at jelapang lrt... went to jurong point to get my hair done... before went to jurong point daddy call mi ask want reborn huh... i say ya but he ask mi go perm nicer... end up i listen to him... lolx... see i so guai... den went to jurong point at there wait for my turn... aunty jasmin oso do manicure... i wanted to do but yu and aunty say later cant go for exam on tue den i know end up nv do... den the lady all there are so unfriendly de la... onli the girl who help mi do my hair is friendly onli... haha... den yu help mi take picture of my hair haha... den sit there till wanna fall sleep... omg... den after my hair perm went to bankit to do reborn for fringle... lolx... haha... lyk spend alot today... ya somehow a lot of ppl think i am flirt... do u all really think i really flirt... been friendly is wrong is it... i hate the feeling where ppl see mi... i hate it... if those had a negative thinking of me is all right de... at most just dun be friends la... to those ppl if u are had a negative thinking pls dun eva contact me... i can choose not to be ur friends... talking to ppl oso wrong is it... but sometimes is really got the feeling for the person... but is ok de at most all i will not contact anymore... kk gtg... wanna slp le tiring... love my aurore... love my gan mei, gan jie, gan kor, gan di and to those who always there for mi... thank you...

waiting for it to turn cruve till falling slp...

pei yu at there do nothing use my hp take pic... lolx...

so zhi lian de her...

haha nothing to do take picture...

just put the chemical...

haha... the hair so funny...

streaming my hair...

reborning my fringle at other place...

my new hairstyle...

last second paper for o level

2007-11-06T23:59:00.000+08:00

today sort of finish my last paper... den went back home den slp till 11plus den went to bath and prepare to go out... haha... go out with pei yu and xue fang... den i went to pei yu house first... coze wanna ask her help mi straighten my hair... lolx... den after tat i realise my left side de contact lens crack... omg... den went to bankit to change a new one den after tat saw a pouch very nice... so mi and pei yu buy... haha... den after tat went to bus stop wait xue fang take bus den we take bus lo... den went to orchard den pei yu buy pants and xue fang buy shirt... den went to eat lunch at long john... lolx... den fang went to washroom den keep scolding those ppl who keep using the mirror lolx... haha... she jus joking onli de la... haha... den after tat went to vivo lo... but vivo is so sian la... nth to shop at all... lolx... den after tat went to bugis... den walk walk den went to eat ice kachang... haha... den we decided to go back home we waited there but the thing is we miss 3 bus lo... den fang say go this fashion there wait bus... so we shun bian go to this fashion... fang went to try pants... den mi and yu take pic... haha... lolx... hehe... den after tat went to bus stop wait for bus... haha... den so tired today... den reach home do facial and bath... den today take lots of picture wor...

haha... we buy today... hello kitty is mine and mickey mouse is pei yu...

long john is our lunch...

pei yu zhi lian... lolx...

the hand is xue fang de omg so big...

haha taken after we came out from mrt wor...

my two nu er and mi...

mi mi mi... haha zhi lian...

our leg lol...

emo gal... haha...

haha... guess property...

my nu er omg lyk mi so zhi lian...

pei yu again wor...

taken at toilet wor...

haha... this picture oso taken at toilet... lolx...

yu yu gal gal...

taken at this fashion de mirror...

mi and yu so emo... omg...

haha... yu so fierce... lolx...

so sad so sad... both of us so upset...

act cute... haha...

i love u all... aurore i love u all too...

taken at eyewear 66... lol love this picture lots lots...

xue fang lyk playing inside the mrt...

haha taken at mrt... lolx...

lol... omg my back view... haha...

xue fang back view... in front of xue fang is mi...

mi and xue fang back view...

pei yu and xue fang back view...

our keychain

2007-11-03T23:59:00.000+08:00

today not a very happy day... dunno why... hai... went to pei yu house do hair... haha... i think quite nice la... den after tat went to orchard wif pei yu and belinda... haha... one is my best sister another is my nu er... hai... the belinda saw mi keep shoot mi... dunno for wat den say i everytime ps them lo... den say till i nothing to say le lo... belinda you win le la... haha... den went to wheellock place den go turn the toy... wa pei yu and belinda get the keychain they wan... i spend $3 but both not i wan... i got so unlucky ma... hai yo... den went to bugis buy things den went to eat laksa... nice yummy... den back home... den daddy at ah ma house le... den he bring us to bbq... haha den he say ok i can learn driving once my exam over... haha... so good... going to learn soon... muhaha... den bbq at there slack lo... den after tat went home... hai nowadays very sad again... everytime i blog is i sad de... hai yo... hai k la i end here le... gonna go to sleep... wan an...

this is the shop where we turn our keychain...

lolx... our keychain... mine is the white and brown de... lolx... why not minnie mouse...

my new hairstyle...

muture ma... or cute...

omg i lyk so sleepy... haha...

exam stress

2007-11-01T22:24:00.000+08:00

it is been so long when i last blog... nowadays either play game or study for o lvl... ytd and today is real stress... exam and exam... hai... but after tml paper sort of can relax a bit le... hai... but the reality is tat can relax is after my mon paper... hai... today study study and study till i want cry out... really very stress... i really trying hard to study le... but can make it not must oso see my luck le wor... after exam intend to go to work... and lesser time to blog... den dear went to his friend house ton den tonight cant chat wif mi... hai... den after my exam mayb we two have lesser time for each other as well... he have to study i have to work... mayb sat meeting him... hai... cant wait to finish my paper fast... coze i wan go dye hair etc... at least i can go shopping le... den ppl say this year past really fast but i think is very slow le lo... omg... so wish this year end fast... sometimes i asking myself am i dreaming... so fast i already 18 year old... seeing my parents and grandparents become older each day... asking myself can i find a good job and take care of them not... can i find a good husband... and can i have a happy family... time fly fast... hai... just hopping everything is smooth nowadays... dun let my family and friends worry anymore... k la end here le is time for mi contiune my studies le...

life had change

2007-10-09T09:25:00.000+08:00

today wake up very sad... ytd night quarrel wif him... he say i am not a good stead at all... ya i not a good stead... i really dunno wat happen to mi nowadays... i really very stress up nowadays... stress up wif studies, wif him and families... ya he nowadays treat mi very good... but sometimes i really dunno wat happen to mi... i feel lyk disappear from this world... sometimes i thinking so many ppl when missing why is them and not mi... i hate been myself... i ask myself why i change alot since last time till now... but yet the ans is dunno... ya maybe he and i problem are not him is myself... i hate myself... why i can treat all my friends so good except him... why aurore can understand mi more compare to him... i hate to hear tat word break... i hate been myself... i hate to make him angry... i hate to make him sad... i hate to make him cry... i really hate myself... have i gotten what i want... my dream is wif a guy who will not quarrel wif mi but gif in to mi de... i hate the feeling rite now... i hate to born in this type of life... is it let go better... i really dunno... god pls tell mi wat i going to do... i really very tired of this life... pls help mi... dear i swear tat i will not make u angry... i swear i will not make u sad... i swear tat i will be a good stead...

moody and happy

2007-09-18T15:22:00.000+08:00

it is a long time i never blog... i oso dunno why... maybe is too tired to blog le... nowadays i treated all my friend lyk so rude... onli a few still can say nicely treated lyk peiyu, xiaoxiao, peishi, xuefang and etc... but the classmate i seem dun really care them onli a few which i wan to care... really lo i feel tat i really been left out nowadays... i just wish to have my own life wif him... the world just mi and him... and my goddaughter, godbrother, godsister and others ppl i dun really wan care... today nv go skool coze stomach pain... daddy so concern mi sia... hehe... love him... den play game lo... den later going to study ba... cant play so much nowadays... den my birthday coming soon... organise bbq going to invite the whole class chinese ppl... coze malay feasting so cant invite lo... but the problem is i haven plan who to call what to buy... omg... den lots of thing to do... yup nv update so long... so many ppl keep asking mi update... lolx... esp kelvin keep asking mi update... and i keep saying soon... finally i update le... lolx... den nowadays just veri moody in skool... but outside i very happy wif those friends who really care for mi and wif him... just hope tat i can dun go skool till o lvl start den go back... it will be much happier for mi... k la going to end here lots of things to do...

nothing in my life

2007-08-18T23:59:00.000+08:00

just reach home not long ago... just now in the bus saw 1 couple so sweet wor... hai... so envy wor... thinking when den i will lyk them... i feel tat actually sometimes u dun need to ask u oso know the ans... when u know the truth den u feel so sad for wat... i hate my horoscope... libra is those ppl who wan to know some ans they will comfirm check the truth out... tats why libra ppl is so easily get hurt... i know u still love her... why should i go ask u... make myself more sad... i think we should really let go... is contiune we only hurting ourselves... unless u forget her... been so silly for past few years... wish i could die... wish i can forget everything... wish i now knock down by car... i hate been myself... so moody nowadays... den sometime dun go expect thing too much when u know is cant be possible... from now onwards i will not wish for anything... never... coze it is so disappointed when u had high expectation... and never happen... i only hope tat ur heart only got mi and no one else... will it ever happen... i guess is a no... hai... everyone pls leave mi alone dun come near mi... i just wan to be alone... and pls let mi go... i just need time to forget and forgive... but den i know i will never do it de... coze is too difficult le... sorry... i just waiting for miracle to happen in my life... pls let mi go... pls let mi leave this world... pls let mi die...

hate all this thing

2007-08-14T21:03:00.000+08:00

just reach home not long... and today whole day mood swing... feel veri stress out... hai... den not long ago just quarrel wif him... really sometimes feel tat if we never contact back is much better for both of us... isitz... at least u happier i oso happier... at least u feel no stress and i no stress at all... sometimes not i wan to gif those attitude... the problem is tat wat u say always so hurt... yes i stupid i dumb... i retain once at all... and from tat time u already think i stupid le... u always think i cant do it... yes i cant do it and forever cant do it... sometimes not i change is you are the one change and make thing worst... sec 3 we still very close... why... coze at least u will encourage mi study and not say i stupid... tats why i nv gif u wateva attitude... now is everytime say i stupid and dumb... tats why i gif u those attitude... sometimes i thinkin why i nv go ite tat time... at least it change everything... if i go ite at least we will not contact at all le... and both are happier le... isitz... maybe both of us is come from different world... u come from express class ma... and i onli just a normal acad and retain student... how to compare with u... sometime i asking myself this... is it everyone is looking down on mi... do u know i do lots of things for u... but just tat i dun wan to say it out... why... coze i dun wan u say i just wan to act it out... i really tired le... in skool how sad i am do u know... do u really think i love this feeling... ans is no... i tired of everything le... but den just tat sometimes not easily to let go... i went to queue s.h.e. signature half way and i nv get the signature and went to find u... why... coze i dun wan u think tat i care s.h.e. more than u... and oso the day before i went to s.h.e concert le and left u out... tats y tat day i wanna acc u... den u everytime say i gif those sian look but the problem is how u wan mi at there hyper alone where no ppl is hyper... i really dunno wat u wan... i really wish to give up... will u let mi give up not... if u dun wan mi to give up den u should do something to show mi... every of my friend say there is no point to be wif u... but den i try my best to hold on but end up wat i have is nothing... is very tired... i hate myself... i think u still love her lots... if i change back to my own self do u think u can forget her... ans is no... u can never do it... coze of u i cried millions of times... and always let all my friend to worry... coze of u i everytime left out my friends... sometime make them disappointed... but when i need them they will always be there for mi... when i need ur shoulder where are u... i really dunno wat to do... can u tell mi... wat u want can tell mi... tat time u say u need time to think... i gif u time... u say u wan stay single... i let u go... u still wan mi do wat... how much i suffer will never more than urs... will u be tat guy who will wif mi everlasting... will u do everything for mi... from last time till now i wish u will gif mi couple ring... u say u will but did u do it... why everytime say i break promises and u never think tat u oso breaking promises... sometimes i really wish tat i never met u before... or never fall for u... all i wan from u is so easy... love mi forever dote mi... but why cant u do it... i really tired le... can u tell mi who u really love... can u prove to mi... ppl say i silly... yes i really think i so silly... why do all this for u... and i get back nothing... but then whenever i see u make mi feel to do all this for u... i tired le... pls let mi go if u really think tat u cant do all this for mi... pls dun hurt mi le... i really dunno i can hold on for how long... i just wish to lead a simple life... i know u busy no time acc mi... but i nv complaint... when u got time i try to acc u... but most of time we quarrel... why... coze of ur attitude towards mi... say the truth if u dun wan to forget her how much i change oso no use... coze the problem is tat u still love her lots and lots... i really tired and i dun wan be a fool and a replacement at all... sorry... i am selfish i onli want to be wif a guy who can love mi lots and no one else... last time i silly i say tat how much u still love her i still will accept... but den i realise tat i cant accept it and is difficult for mi... sorry... if u think u cant do it at all... dun need to tell mi... just dun contact mi... and i can treat tat nothin happen... coze lyk tat i will not feel sad... just keep quiet and left...

hard work starts today

2007-08-13T14:43:00.000+08:00

today went to skool alone... when i wanna reach skool saw daphne and christina so we walk in together... den during recess went to the toilet and there is also some changes make in the toilet... lots of sticker all over the toilet... it is decorated by the sec 1... it decorated using lots of different colours... but den the boys toilet is much nicer den the girls toilet lo... haha... actually last week already the toilet have been decorated but today there is some additional things been add on... den today is the day where i receive my o level chinese result and my direct admission poly result... i thought is giving out during chinese lesson for my o level chinese result... but den end up is after recess... hai so sad... but luckily at least i get a good news... my oral get distintion... lolx... so happy... den after skool go back straight to check my direct admission poly... but end up is a bad news... i did not had a chance to get in... but is ok... this make mi feel to work hard 10 more times to get into my course... from today onwards i will study very hard... i wan to get good result... left 73 days to o level... this 73 days i will use it wisely... jus need to work hard for this 73 days and later on i can fly le... hope all the hard work i put in will get a good result... i will not make any mistake again... jia you ba... i have the power to do well de... and everyone around mi will be helping mi... so i will not give up half way de... and i oso need everyone de support wor... jia you ba... going to rest awhile den start my work le... jia you wor... and now onwards i can onli play during weekends... jia you... love myself...

the girls toilet at level 4...

thanks to all the sec 1 students...

omg... the mirror is a mess...

the basin oso got sticker... haha...

this was some pictures which added in today...

pls do and don't do... lolx... it is behind the door...

omg the big tree in the girls toilet...

so cute la... this is the boys toilet...

haha... i wish this picture is at the girls toilet la...

work and work

2007-08-12T21:10:00.000+08:00

today wake up around 10am... as usual every sunday having tuition... hai yo... dunno why nowadays hate maths a lot... not i dunno how to do... is do till so sian la... ar yo... den after tuition chat wif him... till 3plus i went to sleep den somehow 6plus wake up... chat wif him again... den do my homework as well... den writing my essay half way... going to complete soon... but still got a few homework to be completed... den wanna play mu online... install le but cant play... omg... hai sad sad... trying my best to install... lolx... den tml result is out... quite nervous sia... hope is a good news for mi... den i keep telling ppl tat if i get B3 and above i treat them eat ice cream... but if i get below they must treat mi eat coze i too sad till wan ppl sayang mi wor... haha... hope they can get the treat from mi wor... lolx... but the ice cream only cost 1 buck de la... cant too expensive later i broke ar... lolx... haha... awaiting for tml... haha gtg le... going to contiune my essay... muhaha... nitex...

take photo is my interest

2007-08-11T23:58:00.000+08:00

reach home not long ago... went out today... saw him do his project till so stress up... but yet dunno how to help him sia... sorry wor... cant help him much... den take alot of photos today quite zhi lian nowadays... omg... hehe... love the way i wear today... haha... quite princess look... lolx... so thick skin de mi... haha... den today keep thinking of monday... the day where i recieve my o level chinese result and my direct polytechnic admission... wish both are good news wor... lolx... hehe... den later going to do math homework... if not tml confirm get scolded by uncle... lolx... ok la ending here... wanna do my work le... muacks nite...

while waiting for my train to arrive take de...

take inside the train...

i onli know how to act cute sia...

love this picture lots and lots...

smile... smile... smile...

haha... my eyes so big sia...

blink blink... so ke ai... lolx...

why this photo i seem to be so dark...

dark skin seems to be nicer sia...

wanna go sun tan le...

so arrogant de mi...

take photo is my interest...

thinking of something... lolx...

love to take picture

2007-08-09T23:59:00.000+08:00

today is national day... a day where i wake up at 9.15am... went to bath... actually wanna go watch secret wif yong feng, pei yu, xue fang, belinda and grace... but end up nv watch... coze went to meet him... den felt so bad wor... sorry... den went to fajar shopping centre buy shoe... and oso pass something to ah ma since she at there... den saw aunty jasmin and uncle but uncle seem dun recongise mi... dot... den acc him whole day lo... quite happy today... at least we quite sweet today... den i oso got do some work as well... haha... den today veri zhi lian... take lots of picture... haha... den sometimes felt tat i not a good friends among friends... not a good stead as well... hai... changing myself to a better one... jia you... ok la wanna go and sleep le... night...

the shoe i just bought in the morning...

take at the mrt while waiting for him...

walk down to the stairs...

take at the bus...

when i reach home take de...

wanna kiss my darling... muacks...

take at the mirror...

haha... when i clip my hair out... is so different when i put down la...

take in front of the computer...

princess qi love to take pictures...

oh no... forget to do my stuff...

act innocent... lolx...

silly gal always do silly things...

act cute de mi...

love this picture lots...

omg... i lyk ghost... lolx...

so sweet...

seems to be so tired le...

so blur de look...

fun day

2007-08-08T22:46:00.000+08:00

haha... jus reach home not long ago... today went a few places... this morning wanna meet mei at 7.10am... but however i 7.15am lyk tat den reach kor house downstairs... coze i over slept... hehe... den so call reach skool late... but den did not get punish... den having ndp parade and performance... den 10plus lyk tat den end... send mei back home... den faster went back to bath... den mei actually got go but she say she dunno li ying and pei shi so end up nv go... den eventually meet li ying at 12.30pm... however i late... somehow i reach nyp at 1plus... lolx... den mi and her walk the skool one round... den went to kou fu wait pei shi... den we eat lunch together... mi and li ying eat yong dao fu... and pei shi eat tom yam soup wif rice... lolx... den went to north canteen buy fruit juice... omg is veri cheap la... only 1 buck... haha... wanna go there often to drink... den after tat we decide to go to rp to gif xue fang and pei yu surprise... lolx... den when we reach rp... we went to toilet first... den i realise li ying wu gui lost... den we walk back and we found... haha... den when mi and pei shi sort of guessing which block xue fang and pei yu study we saw grace and pei ling... den pei ling told us tat xue fang already went back le... den call xue fang to come back she say dun wan... den in the bus keep saying why we nv tell her earlier... lolx... where got ppl wan gif surprise and tell tat person erm i wan come find u... lolx... den call pei yu she reject call... den sms her ask her where she... den she say she still got lesson... lolx... den went to W2 to find her... den xue fang told us tat she at lvl 4... when we walk out pei yu wave her hand till so hyper sia... den she told us tat she thought why got someone look so familar lyk pei shi... den realise tat is us... lolx... she shock sia... den went to bugis after tat... actually xiao xiao got go de... however she say lyk so pai sei dun really know us... den xue fang after tat come and join us... take sever photo... haha... den chat lots... so long nv go out wif my 4 daughters together le... and oso nv expected will come out together today... lolx... btw thanks u gals... i have fun wif ur... den so sad is tat i could not find my dumb drive... omg... hai yo... ok le wanna do others stuff... night... miss my daughters and him... and today also my xin yi jie birthday... wanna wish her happy birthday to her... may her wish all come true...

school parade... our school st john...

ncc behind... boy bridge and girl bridge in front...

the st john walk past...

our school choir perform...

this guy is mr kelvin ong wor...

mr kelvin ong army time...

haha guess who is he... mr solehan wor...

the power of 8 performing...

this two girl is from korea... one singing and one playing piano...

this performance item is from our school dance club...

they performaning hip hop...

they dance till very nice...

shi, ying and mi taken at the rp classroom... while waiting for yu...

my two bao bei daughters...

so long nv take picture with her le... muacks...

my 4 daughter and mi... love them...

the family... muacks u gals... love ur always...

taken at the bus stop while waiting for bus...

fang, mi and yu...

we 3 gals again... lolx...

really had fun...

mi is so funny wor...

hear no devil... see no devil... talk no devil...

we are thinking something...

haha our body...

we will always hold our hand tighty...

our heart... pei yu hand, xue fang hand and my hand...

hate her

2007-08-06T20:43:00.000+08:00

today went to skool alone... go alone feeling oso quite good oso... coze i can think wat i should do today etc... den today felt quite angry... angry for a period of time later all rite le... nowadays i hate mdm devi more and more le... she very biased de lo... i thought history teacher should not be biased at all de lo... hai... dun really care her le... left two months den will not be in this skool so i dun really care her... den at first thought tat she all right de... but now no she not good at all... den today got physic test... think dun really do well... den chinese lesson watch sorry teacher... watch till wanna cry... a teacher go save two students and get accident... den english having english test... den do half way veri sian so turn around borrow comb from mei... den make her comb lost two teeth... omg... den she ask mi my hair is it make of gold, silver or copper... lolx... haha... sorry mei really so sorry... den other subjects slack lo... den reach home doin nothing... really need to start on my work le... haha... den nowadays sometimes got sweet feelings there but sometimes felt so sian... hai yo... really wish to have the sweet feelings all the time... going to do other stuff le... muacks...

happy birthday to pei yu

2007-08-05T23:59:00.001+08:00

today wake up at 9plus... den help to move the television to the room... den throwing the cabinet away... den having math tuition at 10am... skip two weeks of tuition today finally start tuition back le... den after tat went to bugis buy present for pei yu... buy pants at zimple... lolx... den actually wanna buy 2 dress but no money... den i oso can make the membership card as well if i got buy tat 2 dress... hai but no money... nvm la... save up first den see how... haha... den went to find him... den 9plus went to serangoon... go aunty shop... get my testimonial... lolx... den after tat from there go to pei yu house... gif her present including pants and durian... lolx... she wanna eat durian since june till now... den today her birthday so buy durian for her... lolx... den while she using com i go call her... den she shock lo... haha... den chat wif her awhile den went back... den call her... den she tell mi she got a friend veri " cat "... lolx... omg... her birthday her friend nv buy present for her... nvm le... a birthday sms oso nv send... omg sia... hai... lolx... ok la wanna sleep le... happy birthday to pei yu... hehe... may your dream all come true... love you always...

the pants we buy for her... nice rite... i choose one... lolx...

lolx... the durian... another birthday present...

dental appointment

2007-08-04T23:59:00.000+08:00

today wake up at 6am... went to bath den prepare to go for dental appointment... eventually goin on my own de... my dad last min say wanna send mi there... so 7am went down wait for him... haha... den he reach at 7.15am... den on the way there he ask mi study le ma... ask mi wanna change phone etc... haha... den he say lots of things to mi wor... den when reach nuh he gif mi extra 20bucks... lolx... so nice of him wor... thanks daddy... den while waiting i went to toilet and take pictures... lolx... the thing is tat i reach at 8am and my appointment is 8am... den got one xiao mei mei... she came in at 8.15am den she went in first... dot lo... haha... den i realise the counter did not register for mi sia... den end up i went in at 8.30am... den i nv change colour coze this month oso oral week dun wish to be so obvious... lolx... den went to aljunied to meet alaster... to pass him camera... den after tat went to bugis pray... den went to find him... at his house slack... do math... den acc him see him play games lo... den after tat went back around 9plus... den reach home slack... den nothing to do... haha... going to sleep le... nite...

nothing to do so take picture...

mi wor... lolx... this picture not so clear...

take at the washroom wor...

wanna kiss him... muacks...

using the vga camera to take...

haha... cover up my mouth...

thinking of him...

mrs lim left

2007-08-03T13:59:00.000+08:00

today sort of reach skool earlier... haha... den today know a bad news... hai... mrs wong told us tat mrs lim my social studies teacher is already resign... omg... she is a nice teacher why she wan left... wan left should wait till we finish o lvl wor... heard tat coze of personal reason... hai... but oso know tat before she left she finish setting our perlim paper le... she really care us lots... thanks mrs lim teaching us this half yrs... really happy to have you as my teacher... thanks... den today no math test coze no time... den poa lesson nv pay attention at all... trying my best to get into study mood wor... den social studies is free period... did not expected is free period... den chat wif chwee kok and lots of ppl... den after skool miss yong wanna see us... den she firstly talk about the testimonial thing... den after tat scold us tat got a big group of gals and boys is veri noisy ytd... omg... den she keep looking at mi sia... omg... den after tat went home calling MOE to check something... den now deciding wateva wanna look for him ma... felt so sleepy nowadays... hai... k la... going to bath and get something done... muacks...

life is so meaningless

2007-08-01T19:00:00.000+08:00

today reach skool around 7.23am... luckily did not late wor... but mei late... she ran 4 rounds again... hai... heard from her tat today those 1st time late ran basketball court 4 rounds... omg it is so unfair la... we ytd oso first time why we ran the field sia... omg... skool is so unfair... den 1st two periods is math... having math test did not score well... den after tat is biology having test also... den poa went to library as usual... den recess... den went back class straight after recess... coze raining ma... den chinese lesson... talking to chwee kok and roy lots of stuff... yup somehow feel lyk lock my angel out... den relase my devil side out... lyk tat better everything dun care... but i know i will nv can do it de... why why why... why cant... hai... den english lesson... got oral practice... haha... learn lots of thing... lolx... actually going fall asleep when mdm tan talking... but later when we practice reading suddenly got the mood... haha... den went to assembly... haha... so funny during the talk... den went to physics act... den went to plaza with mei... den went to sheng siong after tat... den went back home... actually life is always lyk tat for mi... it seem lyk no meaningless to mi... it seems to be so sian... faster finish my 'O' lvl den i can start a new life wor...

life is so upset

2007-07-31T20:17:00.001+08:00

today is not a good day for mi at all... as usual meet daphne and christina at 7.15am... but today the stupid skool 7.23am will stop students from going to parade square... den i am one of those... den saw mei and others ppl from our class... total 10 students from our class is strugglers and 3 students late... omg must ran for 4 rounds so tiring la... hai yo... den went back class see follow law a bit den P.E. lesson... den need to ran 2 rounds but mi, mei, christina and daphne walk... den after tat gals play captain ball and the guys play hand ball... den quite fun but tired... den something happen heard from the guys tat got a guy throw ball onto shi xiang face... omg... hai yo... den poa went to library as mrs goh nv come den went there write my testimonial... going to finish it le... finally going finish... it took a long time wor... den went to recess... and really think tat this skool is become more and more lame and stupid... hai... they say within 10 sec if we did not sit down we will be punish etc... hai... they are nonsense lo... den went to biology lab... not veri sian... the experiment is about urine test... later on is english and physic... den social studies went to hall to attend talk... den on the way back to class talk to mrs lim ask her social studies really must study all ar... den she say she will teach our class how to spot question later on... she is so nice la... a nice teacher... den went home did not attend math because not feeling well... den oso skip english tuition... hai... nowadays not so happy as compare to last two months... feel so stress up... did not cry for a long time but this few days started to cry and cry more... hai... the stress he give mi... i felt so dumb... ya he is right i am a dumb and stupid in all areas... whenever with him i cannot be myself... always hide myself out... he is always the clever one... hai... dunno must hide how long so tat i can be myself again... a cheerful, happy, stressless and xinfu gal... love the month of june 2007 den others months... today oso the last day of july... all my unhappiness will be over... and tml onwards will be a new start for mi...

the urine test... haha... actually is just plain water and add in yellow colour wor...

benedicts solution...

add the benedicts solution till it turns to blue...

one of the urine from blue turn to yellow-green...

from yellow turn to orange-red... haha...

S.H.E concert

2007-07-28T23:59:00.000+08:00

today went S.H.E play concert at expo... pei yu and xue fang reach there earlier to queue up to get the front seat... i went to find him... he seem so sad when i wanna go watch S.H.E because i cant acc him... den today sort of make him angry ba... hai... whenever wif him i dunno why i lyk will gif him attitude problem... sorry i just dunno why... pls forgive mi... den somehow 6plus faster take bus at his house de bus stop there to expo... den mei and kai ling at expo mrt station wait for mi... sorry to mei, kai ling, pei yu and xue fang for being late... den went to find keith as i already book place for him... den i cut queue so i can get in faster... den aunty jasmin and uncle reach around 5plus and went in wif pei yu they all... coze they sort of resever the place for them... den the concert veri nice wor... den before they start mi, yu and fang take picture... den after the concert take picture wif my gals... lolx... thanks to keith for being the camera man... lolx... yup S.H.E. sing the song lao po so touching... yes friends always the most important... to all my friends esp the 5yrs friends i being together, yong feng, mei, apple, hui min, xin yi and lots... thanks for being there for mi wheneva i need ur... whenever i am down the group will be there for mi is u ppl... really thanks... the ppl i will treasure the most... the group where i always share my unhappiness and happiness... thanks lots... ur are my lao po... den after the concert take mrt back... den actually wanna go eat dinner but lyk no one interested wor... den decided to go home... ya at bugis buy some food to eat... omg is cold de la... even the chilli oso cold... lolx... den inside the bus mi and yu decide tat tml will wake up at 5am den meet at 6am go eat breakfast den go to imm queuing for S.H.E. signature... muhaha... k la going to slp nite... miss u gals...

S.H.E play concert...

watching the mv for one of the song...

lolx... the advertisment...

omg so many ppl...

haha... they singing lao po the song... nice...

nearly cry out when hearing the song... sad...

they playing the piano... it is so wonderful...

the whole scene is black la...

when we waiting for the concert to start...

love to take picture lots...

muhaha...

always been together forever...

say cheese... smile...

happy de mi and fang... playful de yu...

the fang nv kiss together...

kissing the camera... say muack...

love always there... haha...

so happy we got the chance to see the concert...

our ticket... lolx...

fang is showing off tat she got lots of ticket...

lolx... the ticket one of it is mi and yu de...

zhi lian de fang...

S.H.E concert ticket...

happy de fang, emo de yu and cry de mi...

emo emo and emo...

from tall to short... lolx...

the way to show our happiness...

hehe... acting cute...

the 3 gals love to take picture...

dun let yu talk lo...

fang, yu, ting, ling and mi...

the group of gals...

sufyan birthday celebration

2007-07-27T19:02:00.000+08:00

today went to skool at 7.15am... meet daphne and christina... hai... sick haven recover... omg... den after skool went to eat suki sushi... go wif daphne, christina, tom, wee xiang, sufyan, patrick and kelvin... sort of celebrating sufyan birthday... wee xiang so funny wor... lots of funny thing he did sia... den today lesson oso quite slack... during poa mrs goh nv come den actually mr ang take over but den miss gan take over him... den miss gan give mi permission to go to library lo... at first dun really like her but later on she quite all right wor... den went to library slack... hai nowadays feel so tired and lazy to blog... den today find out lots of things... actually dun need to hide de la... it is so obvious lo... i can find out veri easy de la... i got so many information sia... so dun need to hide de la... hai... life is so sian la... den nv go dance coze daphne wanna go watch movie... so slack at home... going to end here...

all the food... lolx...

haha... the food we ate...

christina art piece...

when we finish all the food... haha... nicely arrange...

haha... wee xiang was eating...

the six of us...

mi, wee xiang, patrick, daphne, christina and tom wor...

wee xiang, mi, tom, daphne, sufyan and christina...

acting cute...

the picture is so funny lo...

why christina face lyk tat...

quite a perfect one...

sufyan nv see the camera...

mi and wee xiang...

the birthday boy...

a great day

2007-07-22T23:50:00.000+08:00

wake up at 8am... den faster went to bath eventually meet roy at 8.15am... but wake up late end up meet him 8.45am to pass him the thing to him... den faster go and meet mei and meet pei yu and xue fang to junction 8... queue for exchanging s.h.e concert ticket... den grandma cook mee hoon for us... den at there we chat lots of stuff lo... den after tat xue fang and pei yu went to shopping... den when they come back is mi and mei turn to go... den mei veri guai at there study physic... lolx... den call keith see watever he coming not... somehow 4plus keith join us... den 3pm got mi lu bing signature... mei love them lots acc her go see... end up she buy disc let them sign haha... is a fast queue overall... den saw edwin as well... den 6plus get the ticket den when queueing the yu they all make mi so pai sai when i oso dunno why... lolx... overall his is one of the guy i like before when primary skool... lolx... so pai sai when saw him... den today oso wan xin birthday... helping her celebrate at nite... den after collecting the ticket faster went home... den when we on the way back we take a bus which is veri high class de wor... lolx... den the angry part is tat... the cake i order from my aunty wasn't delivery to plaza... omg end up i get another cake... hai... they lyk dun care sia... sian... den bbq quite fun... play wif water... lolx... den when we intend to go back saw jian zong kor... lolx... den he oso came and see see... lolx... den he and sufyan acc mi back home wor... so sweet... thanks you people... is a great day for mi...

while waiting for them to come back take de picture...

take inside the mirror... so nice wor...

jia hui the fm 933 DJ... she veri pretty sia...

haha... mi lun bing finally appear...

they are so handsome wor...

the signature starting soon...

nick... one of the handsome guy...

sam wor... jie ting favourite guy... lolx...

mi and mei mei...

the four gals waiting for bus...

the nokia bus... high class wor... first time sit...

wan xin birthday cake wor...

sam is so handsome la...

omg sam again...

wei qi wor... he is so cute la...

the queue number for s.h.e concert ticket...

inside the bus wor...

the people in the bus...

they are enjoying themselves...

the chair of the bus...

the bus was so nice decorate wor...

funny day

2007-07-21T23:59:00.000+08:00

today went to swimming and ang mo kio hub... went out about 12.15pm... meet pei yu at choa chu kang mrt station... she came late coze her make-up workshop end late... den take train to chinese garden to meet her friends... den let mi know two new friends one call xiao xiao and another gal cal jia yun... den went to swimming... den coze jia yun dun have swimming suit den got one aunty say she got rent de... so we decide to rent from her and den we went to open the locker take up 5 bucks and the thing is she later on say she 3pm need back the swimming suit... den mi and yu so angry la... we scold her... say wat waste our money open the locker... den she still argue back say till our fault... she siao la... and we told her tat we 2pm den start swim so 3pm must return lyk tat where got fun sia... she really siao la... hai end up jia yun nv swim... den it is so fun to swim wif lots of ppl... muhaha... den after tat jia yun and xiao xiao went back den mi and yu went to eat kfc den went to ang mo kio hub... on the way to there till reach there we keep on taking picture... lolx... den reach ang mo kio went to find tutu uncle he at there selling tutu... den we went to shopping... haha... den after finish shop went to ntuc xtra... buy two drinks and bee hoon... den after tat decided to buy octopus den pei yu saw curry rice so she ask mi wanna buy and share not so i agree... end up the curry rice no curry chicken onli got two small potato and two small carrot... omg cost us $2... so expensive la... den we went to a place to sit where the jean yip having fair and the place there is no ppl there... lolx... den lots of ppl looking at us haha... den went back finding tutu uncle to buy tutu back home and eat end up he close le... haha... den went to take bus home... coze the yu la got concession for the bus onli so we take 1hr plus bus... haha... but is still quite fun la... den in the bus got 1 person talking on phone so loudly la... lolx... disturbing mi and yu talk... den when we waiting bus 960 at causeway point got two ppl cut queue... and den when we taking bus 960 yu find out tat one of her diamond which paste on her phone drop... lolx... she so sad and say is the person who cut queue make her lost one diamond... haha... so funny la... den just reach home not long ago... now trying to finish up my dinner think yu oso trying to finish her dinner ba... muhahaha... lolx... den going to play world of warcraft after my dinner... today really got lots of fun... thanks you gals... esp the yu lo... the funny thing we did today...

mi and yu... before going to swim...

jus finish swimming...

omg so ugly the hair... so wet...

waiting for my turn to bath...

big head small body... lolx...

at the mrt... lolx...

on the way to ang mo kio hub...

hehe... acting cute wor...

say smile... hehe...

two gals emo wor...

yu ipod wor... wanna steal hers... lolx...

whispering to yu wor...

yu was looking at her ipod... mi acting cute...

kiss the air... muacks... muacks...

haha... the empty box and the drink...

yu and her drink... mi and my drink...

taking the picture wif the jean yip gal... lolx...

love this picture lots...

taking the photo at the toilet...

say cheese... lolx...

brian birthday

2007-07-20T22:27:00.000+08:00

today went to skool alone... coze daphne miss her 75 bus... den during assembly miss yong gif out the letter which given by our secret friend... den i oso recieve it... haha... i think i know who is tat person who gif mi... hehe... wait till next next week den we will know did i guess correctly not... den today lesson all quite slack... ya today get scolded by miss yong after recess... today nv go to recess stay at art room den nv go queue out as well... den miss yong find out so she very angry... den whole class wait under the sun for those people who nv go queue out to come down... den miss yong say lots of things... hai yo... first time nv queue out den get scolded le... omg... wanna say sorry to the class and miss yong... sorry... den actually today going to swim but end up change to tml... den went to lot 1 pizza hut and eat wif daphne, mei and joelyn... den buy present le den went ntuc den went home... den went to dance class at 5.45pm... so sian friday dance class not so good... still refer sunday class and oso the teacher zac is much better... hehe... den after dance class went to plaza cafe cartel eat dinner wif uncle, aunty jasmin, grandma, brian, bernice and aunty may... the dinner is treat by aunty jasmin coze brian birthday... lolx... wish him happy birthday... muacks... den after finish eating acc them to ntuc awhile den went back home lo... ok la wanna go rest le... good night...

haha my aunty they all say this nice but i nv eat at all...

this dish is very nice i love it so much...

haha brian favourite food fish and chip...

omg see how brian eat... lolx...

hehe... the way bernice eat is so cute...

brian birthday cake...

hehe... the front view of the cake...

we helping brian to sing birthday song...

wish wish wish wish...

the two sibling so cute...

haha... younger brother and mei mei...

cutting the cake...

they playing the car...

sheng siong

2007-07-19T19:10:00.000+08:00

today feel much better so go to skool this morning... this week finally went to skool wif daphne and christina... haha... but this morning on the way to skool stomach still got a bit pain... den today mdm devi nv come so having free period... den english lesson mdm tan say my handwriting so small till she had a hard time to read it... haha... lucky my handwriting during exam is big wor... den chinese lesson chat wif li jiang, kelvin, chwee kok, roy and shi xiang... den after recess is physic lesson den miss yong ask us write something for our friend... den dunno wat should i write wor... haha... den social studies teacher nv come so slack during tat lesson... den after tat is math lesson nowadays every lesson is math class test... think this round nv do well... hai... den act go physic lab hai still dun really know how to do experiment... hai yo... den went to sheng siong buy a lot of stuff... haha... today so fun... den so happy sia... hehe just finish my dinner... den intend to do homework le... hehe... ok la end here le... muacks... wish i can recover soon...

sick girl

2007-07-18T11:09:00.000+08:00

jus came back from clinic... went to see doctor at the clinic opposite my house... wait 1 hour for my turn... till i wanna fall sleep... hai... this is second time nv go skool since this new term start... hai... must take care my own self coze O lvl is coming... hai... i having stomach cramp for a few days le... but today is very painful la... doctor say lots of things... ar yo... he say if the pain is more and more pain must go hospital and check up... hai... wish to recover soon... coze i dun wanna go hospital again... as this year i already went in to hospital once... hai... sian... and wish to recover soon coze going to swim and go dance class on friday and saturday and sunday wanna go out... hehe... den doctor gif mi medicine... lucky the medicine all is small de... as i onli know how to swallow small de... lolx... den jus eat my medicine feel much better however there still got a bit pain wor... hai... i can say i am a weak gal... that why whole family so worry about my health problem... when i small i already not so healthy le... thats why whenever i go out daddy wanna know mi where coze he scare i got anything happen... i finally know why he so worry about mi le... ok la wanna go take a rest... hopefully i can recover by tomorrow... yup mei oso not feeling well wor... nowadays lots of ppl not feeling well... everyone please take care urself... dun fall sick... fall sick is so xin ku la... who will be the one be there for mi when i sick rite now... hopefully is him... the one i wish to be there for mi everytime...

while waiting for my turn i nothing to do so take a picture... pale rite... omg...

all the 3 medicine...

this one is for giddy and vomit de...

this for stomach cramp...

and this i dunno is for wat de... lolx...

eat this 4 medicine 3 times a day... so small rite...

my medical certificate for the day...

happy birthday to jessie

2007-07-17T16:28:00.000+08:00

today went to skool a bit early... nv meet daphne and christina coze wanna bring cake to skool and put inside the fridge... thanks to christina mother as she let us put the cake at her fridge... den we put the present at popular... and oso thanks to popular aunty... haha... coze dun wanna let birthday girl jessie know... den during chinese we bluff her tat we nv buy present for her den we treat her eat marsh mallow... den today got PE lesson... quite fun we learn how to play floor ball... hehe... it is first time i say PE lesson is fun... den take pictures at the hall... den poa is so sian la... nowadays hate poa lots... dunno why... hai... den recess went up and down coze forget to bring the candle down... haha... den help jessie celebrate birthday... hehe... den take pictures of her... den after tat is biology... went to biology lab do experiment... den take some pictures of the experiment as well... haha... den having english lesson den the funny thing is that when the bell rang mdm tan haven leave the class but miss yong thought tat she left den came in den mdm tan saw her and shock... lolx... whole class laugh... den having physic test hopefully can score at least 13/15... den social studies... den went to canteen eat... so hungry la... den went for math act... hai... so sian in class... saw mei so sian so sad i oso sian and sad... hai... den feel so sad... i still love him lots... lots of ppl ask mi u still love him ma... den my ans is dunno... actually my heart got the answer but jus dun wanna let anyone to worry mi... but i could say tat i am more happy den last time... sometime wanna know the ans but jus tat it is so difficult to get the answer you wan... ppl ask mi will u wait for him... den i say maybe... yes i now is waiting for him... but den at the same time dunno wat will be the ans... i wish to wif him forever... coze my heart truthfully love him lots... but den sometime it is so confusing till i dunno wat i am doin rite now... why god wan lyk tat make fun of mi... sometime wish to end my life... but den i must contiune to leave on coze of my future... hope this year will end fast and i could go to poly soon... but glad to say tat this year i am much happier compare to last year... thanks to everyone who always there for mi... thanks lots... muacks... den skip english tuition coze not feelin well at all... and oso wanna end wif happy birthday to you jessie... ok lets us take a look at the pictures...

mi, christina, daphne and mei... haha...

lolx... i look so funny...

playful gals all the time...

mr maren giving us instructions on the game...

waiting for everyone to get ready...

and the game starts...

omg everyone was crowding around...

trying to spare ourselves out...

yellow score 2 and red score 0... sad...

the cake we brought for jessie...

the front view of the cake...

everyone is singing birthday song to her...

all the materials for the experiment...

puting the leave into the water and oil...

cuting the beans... lolx...

jessie seems to be so shock...

asking jessie to blow the candle and cut the cake...

jessie cuting the cake...

o lvl listening

2007-07-16T17:44:00.000+08:00

jus now 4plus den reach home... today having O lvl chinese listening comprehension... the passage quite difficult... but den i got faith tat i can do well for tat listening comprehension... waiting for august coze my result will be out... hopefully can score well so i dun need retake at the end of the year... den after exam went to plaza buy present and buy birthday cake... lolx... this few days i lyk keep ordering cake sia... hehe... den morning till afternoon onli eat one bread... den jus now grandma cook maggi mee for mi... haha... so nice sia... aunty jasmin coming over to ah ma house to save song to her hp... haha... nothing much to write for today entry... haha... hopefully everyone can score well...

for you i will

2007-07-15T13:22:00.000+08:00

every sunday sure will wake up at 10am and start straight tuition... haha... today uncle came late thats why i can sleep a bit late... den lesson oso end late lo... haha... den eat fried bee hoon lo... haha... going to serangoon and order birthday cake le... haha... den nv go dance... i change my lesson to friday with daphne... ya jus now dunno why so sian... hai... why things not always we expected de... hai yo... i will cross the ocean for you... i will go and bring you the moon... i will be your hero your strength... anything you need... i will be the sun in your sky... i will light your way for all time... promise you, for you i will... i will shield your heart from the rain... i will let no harm come your way... oh these arms will be your shelter... no these arms won't let you down, if there is a mountain to move... i will move that mountain for you... i'm here for you, i'm here forever... i will be your fortress, tall and strong... i'll keep you safe, i'll stand beside you, right or wrong... for you I will, lay my life on the line... for you I will fight, oooooh... for you I will die... with every breathe, with all my soul... i'll give my world... i'll give it all... put your faith in me... and i'll do anything... wish i can do all this for someone... but not everytime i can do it de... i oso need someone to do all this for mi...

world of warcraft

2007-07-14T22:35:00.000+08:00

today stay at home whole day play world of warcraft... play a new sever... den the game quite fun... haha... keep changing game since end of may till now... think going to concentrate on this game and sometimes maple... haha... jus now i find out something maple oso got private sever... lolx... so funny la... wat 30x more experience etc... my world of warcraft character is blood elf and hunter build... lolx... cute... love it so much... but i seems lyk dunno how to play the game well... sad... dunno is i slow or wat lyk keep dying sia... hai... gonna to train and play it well... ya going to do 10 yrs series le... tml got tuition... den tml maybe going order birthday cake at serangoon... haha... my aunty shop... lolx... jus now call her den she ask mi order for who de... i say friend... den she say she thought mine... haha... she seems wanna order 1 cake for mi for free if my birthday lo... so good sia... haha... ya going to plan my birthday soon... dunno wan book bbq pit at daddy house or function room... or should i dun celebrate at all... jus a simple one will do... dunno lei... feel lyk book a function book and ask all my friend come and had fun wor... lolx... if got book most probably will celebrate end of september... coze my birthday is on wed... haha... see first... wanna discuss it wif daddy first... lolx... wanna had a memorable birthday... lolx... k la wanna end here doin my work le...

short day

2007-07-13T23:59:00.000+08:00

this few days wake up at 7am... tats why everytime meet daphne and christina late a bit... sorry wor... den i saw a teacher look lyk mdm tan and her wearing style oso... den had our morning assembly... den went back to class... jian zong was caught for not attending wed assembly sad... coze he is my kor den if he not around no ppl tok to mi wor... den jie ting late for skool... den 1st two period is math having math class test... i score 13/25 this test did not do so well... sad... mayb i not so good in tat chapter yet ba... must revise more on tat... den 5 min left to complete the test wee xiang and jie ting walk in... haha... saw mei so happy... den after tat is english mdm tan never come... this week she come 1day onli... den poa lesson... so sleepy feel lyk falling a slp sia... den mrs goh suddenly say wat mi is wan learn but jus dun understand and dun dare to ask den in front of the class so noisy make mi cant listen well etc... no lo is i too tired to listen and so sian in class... haha... den had recess wif jie ting they all... coze daphne not feeling well so she go art room find christina... den social studies next... den listen to teacher but end up i fall a sleep... haha... den wake up at 12.25pm... where the teacher had complete her vernice topic... but tat topic quite interesting wor... den after skool stay in class awhile den mei ask mi help her punch her paper... den after finish punch got two hole den she ask mi why got two hole... i say the paper itself got hole le... den why i still punch den i say though u know got hole... den she say where got i say got... den she say nvm... nowadays she feel so unhappy when wif mi dunno what happen... dunno is i do something wrong or wat... sad... sorry mei if i do something wrong... if i really do something wrong just tell mi wor... i dun mind de... den went to ten mile junction buy marsh mallow... intend to bring it to skool on monday and share wif the class... den oso help my grandma buy fish cake... den went home den start to play world of warcraft... haha finally lvl 29 le... den eat dinner den slp and slack awhile... ya today oso a bad friday coze is 13th... ok le end here nite muacks... mei sorry if i make u angry... sorry... finding time to acc my nu er and friend they all... miss them muacks...

mamee

2007-07-12T21:45:00.000+08:00

today happen lots of funny things... went to skool wif daphne and christina as usual... den morning assembly mr sng say tat cant bring cards and play... and oso cant eat in class... den li jiang call mi den i tell him shh... lolx... den miss yong stare at mi... lolx... den went to history lesson... not veri sian la coze anlayse question lo... den english lesson mdm tan nv come third day le... den talking to chwee kok they all... haha... den after tat chinese lesson we all do something tat should not be done... den after tat recess miss yong lesson... miss yong take the mamee at the teacher table which mdm soh sort of conviscate... den say lots of things... lolx... den the culprit still dare say actually i wanna admit de but den miss yong say she know no one will admit so he never admit lo... haha... den lyk tat lo... den do math test today ok la score 17/20... den must work hard a bit more... den during ACT go physic lab do experience... hai dun really know how to do sia... den went lot 1 to eat pizza wif mei... den at library chat awhile den went home... den we take the lrt to turn finish one round... den reach home chat on phone den do my stuff etc... now talking to my nu er... den going to do other things as well... ok good nite muack...

haha... this is wat i call we did something we should not did... haha... i bring 20 packets to skool... haha...

at lot 1 library reading newspaper... lolx...

biology experiment

2007-07-10T22:26:00.000+08:00

today is not a good day for mi at all... lots of things happen make mi so angry... today 1st five lesson is for mi to slack... sian... den recess den biology went to lab... take picture of my experiment... my group got wan xin and chwee kok... den the experiment quite easy... haha... den after biology is english... mdm tan never come... den things happen from this period onwards... dunno why so angry just lyk suddenly mood swing... and the most angry things is tat the stupid teacher which is our timer of my oral keep saying mi talk so much... still say wat 1st warning... 2nd warning he will not tell mi he will straight away write down... he go die la everyone is talking dun wanna say others keep saying mi... lyk dun lyk mi sia... hate him la... lucky nv teach mi sia... he stupid la... hai... den so sian la when he lyk tat say sia... den went in to oral in reharsal room... hai... dun really think i do well sia... got one question is about why nowadays parents want go work dun really care children... den i say coze of education and all lady think is better to work now... not lyk last time lady use to be housewife etc la... hopefully can do well... den after skool went to plaza eat dessert... den went home den prepare to go for tuition... den late for class... purposely late de... so sian during tuition... haha... den after tat went home lo... hehe... ok la end here le... muacks...

firstly must boil the water then put in the leave with chemical...

then later on put the leave inside the water for awhile...

haha my leave...

den the leave with idoine... lolx...

and done by mi, wan xin and chwee kok... haha...

all the best for the oral student

2007-07-09T15:19:00.000+08:00

today not feel lyk wake up... till grandma call mi den i finally decided to wake up... den today teacher tell us about the direct admission to poly... and i decide to join the admission... dunno why... den in class do homework since 1st lesson to last... den sit wif jie ting lo... den today got physic test... dunno can score not... den during english lesson do group work... finding words for the 5 senses... den math lesson do math homework others they discussing the others skool paper... den finally i could say i settle down and study le... those few weeks mind is thinking play... but today finally settle down and do my stuff... ya finally i hand in my report book... coze daddy those few weeks hand pain till sign oso difficult... so i request tat i hand in late and miss yong agree... thinking to do lots of things for this week... hopefully i could... ya after skool went to skool outside buy pan cake acc by christina... as daphne and jie ting got oral... den the pan cake the butter is spoil de la... den request to change a new one and this time nv put butter onli put peanut... den went home alone... waiting for mei finish oral den meet her go study... now still download world of warcraft stuff... haven finish download... i end here le... good luck to all chinese pupil taking their oral today... esp to mei, daphne, kelvin and all 5a1 pupils etc... haha... scare tml my turn le... lolx... hopefully can do well... good luck to myself... haha... muacks...

miss my bus 67

2007-07-08T22:55:00.000+08:00

today dunno is a good day or a bad day for me... wake up at 9am den start tuition... den till 11am went to bath... den eat lunch den went to pray... den at temple help out... coze the temple invite old people to there eat lunch so i stay there to help them and serve them... den 3plus went home coze daddy working... den i got dance at 5pm... den reach home download world of warcraft thing... den talk on phone till 4.45pm den went out for dance... den today dance class quite fun wor... love the steps quite much... haha... den after tat acc daphne walk home and this happen when i waiting for bus... daphne acc mi wait bus 67... den when i saw bus 67 i walk in front and wave but the bus driver never stop... hai... den nvm waited for another bus 67 more than 15 mins still haven come... and make mi cant go join aunty jasmin they all swim hai... sad... den 2nd bus 67 came den i oso wave the bus driver oso nv stop... stupid la... den lucky 3rd bus the driver got stop... den i end up reach there at 7.35pm... and they already stop swimming le... so i nv go swim lo... den join them for dinner... den aunty jasmin cook rojak... haha... still not bad wor... den went to eat macdonald haha... ya heard from grandma tat my daddy told her tat nowadays i look a bit fatter le... haha... ya my weight gain 1kg more... haha... good sia... lolx... aiming to gain another 1kg more... so i can be lyk last time lyk tat le... haha... den chat wif aunty jasmin lots... about doin exercise... den hair treatment etc... haha... den went to buy ice cream for brian cousin den i go eat a bit... haha after tat went to ntuc buy shampoo... ya last time i use the st ives brand lyk stop selling le... so i change a new brand... haha... den went back home... den bernice so cute la... she talk lots on the lrt haha... den going to do homework le... tml must hand in... muacks nite...

decide to go back st john

2007-07-06T19:34:00.000+08:00

today nothing much happen in skool... as usual lo everyday do the same thing over and over again... haha... ya during math lesson mdm lim tell us our personality test result... the test say tat i am a straight forward person... den sometime do thing without thinking... dun really listen to others advice wat i wanna do i will do... den easily curious about stuff... den when i wish to know something i will go find out... no matter wat i will not wait de... ya thinks tats all ba... can only remember so much lo... but i think is very truth wor... haha... ya today social studies listen to lots of story... haha... so nice... den in class talk talk lo... den do my work... den after skool stay back in class do work awhile den went to plaza eat... mi and mei went to queue donut again... lolx... haha... den went to eat mos burger... haha... so nice wor... den after tat daphne went home first... mi and mei went back to skool again... den stay in class do work lo... den saw pei yuan... talk to him lots of things den decide to go back st john to help out... haha... wanna go back long ago le but jus si ai man zhi... lolx... coze i no rank ma... haha... den after tat went to plaza wif mei... go there walk walk buy things... den at popular saw belinda... haha... talk to her lo... den chat lots of stuff mostly about her skool thing... haha... she say she miss secondary skool life... she wish to do all math, history etc work... lolx... pei yu oso miss the teachers in skool... haha... everyone miss secondary skool so much wor... hehe... den went home but den saw jian zong kor... den chat wif him awhile den went home eat dinner... hehe... miss my gals so much sia... sometimes really wish i can be a ye man nu you wor... lyk so relax and ur boyfriend will treasure u so much... k la i end here first... muack...

joke and joke

2007-07-05T19:57:00.000+08:00

just finish my dinner... haha... grandma cook fried rice... hehe... ya today quite tired dunno why lei... den got lots of joke today... haha... mdm devi nowadays oso know how to say joke sia... during history i ask wee xiang lower the fan down... den he suddenly stand mdm devi shock lo... den after tat she ask wee xiang you cold is it... wee xiang say is venessa... den mdm devi ask mi is it my braces the steel make mi feel cold... dot la... lolx... den whole class laugh... den after tat still got others joke... yup one more joke is tat got two guys call repeat and rebin... den they go shopping rebin lost den left who... den when the other person say repeat... the person have to repeat whole thing again lo... haha... so funny la... den after tat learn new things lo... ya and oso during chinese lesson i go spray water on wee xiang sort of revenge lolx... before i spray on him jian zong go spray water on mei... haha... lolx... den wee xiang ask mi why i spray water on him i say coze jian zong spray water on jie ting so i spray on u lo... he say jian zong drangon he snake got wat link... den i say i oso snake den he say omg snake bully snake wan die ar... lolx laugh till non-stop... den when 2.15pm got a short break... kai ling went to buy donut for mi and mei... haha... so nice of her wor... thanks alot... muack... den go back for lesson again... haha... den talk and do work... after skool le... hug kim zhi den she beat my back so hard la... till i got the impact tat my head veri pain sia... dot... lolx... den went to blk 163 eat wif daphne and mei... lolx... den went plaza den suddenly went to queue the donut... den grandma saw mi... den take 2 bucks to buy donut lo... den eat till so full... lolx... den went to mac wif mei walk one round end up go to my house downstairs study and talk... ya somehow dunno why some ppl jus wan to talk behind ppl back... why cant they say in front of them lei... hai yo... den some ppl wan say thing till break ppl out... hai... why must lyk tat lei... if u really dun lyk them jus say out la... why must lyk go add this and tat and break others out... hai ya ya... why be friends till lyk tat wor... life is so complicated la... den missing my nu er and friends they all... talking to them is so sweet la... they can share my problems... love them...

back to my own self

2007-07-04T20:55:00.000+08:00

just reach home not long ago... wanna eat dinner soon... yup today talk in class wif lots of ppl... and sms in class as well... den acc mei, shuna and daphne to do their hair... den kai ling help mi and jie ting buy donut... it is veri nice la... thanks lots to u kai ling... den oso went to starbuck wif mei to drink coffee after they finish doin their hair... lolx... den mi and mei chat lots... and oso take a few pictures... and help grandma buy eggs... lolx... ya today is 1st wed of the month tat mean no plastic bag haha... lucky my bag got plastic bag... lolx... find out something whenever my grandma wanna ask mi buy egg is always the 1st wed of the month... dot... this is 2nd time le... haha... today veri happy... yup sometimes friends cant really be trusted... dunno why... ya i finally know wat to do... lolx... my heart now onli got study, family, friends and him... lolx... from now on i will never think anything else le... haha... finally found out wat i should do le... finally back to my own self from now... know wat to do for next... den going to do work soon le... hehe... finally back to my own self... lolx...

a reply from him

2007-07-03T23:28:00.000+08:00

went to skool as usual... talk lots of funny stuff today... but den dunno why i just feel tat is nothing lei... tell mushroom joke to daphne, christina and jie ting... den learn how to say i love you in indian language... thanks to merhajah... wish i could tell him... den thinking lots of things... so confusing nowadays... dunno why... wish to know lots of things... wanna know the truth... think he really never hide anything from mi wor... wish to know does he really love mi not... wish to know did he miss mi not... wish to know did he think of sms mi not... wish to know can we go back to last time lyk tat... wish to know tat he really want go back lyk last time lyk tat not... went to see last time wat we chat de chat log and sms... see le feel so touch and so sweet... yup saw tat message felt so sweet... but dunno wanna write it down not... date: 6/19/2007 time: 9:23:45 AM de message so sweet wor... still got one more message is tat he told mi tat his heart is selfish de can onli hold 1 person which is the one he lyk... so sweet will always rem tat moment wat he say... date: 6/14/2007 time: 11:08:33 AM forever tat moment... still got lots and lots de sweet moment to rem... wish all tat will never stop at all... really hope to go back to last time lyk tat sweet... wish tat he could give mi a reply... going to slp le nite... miss him...

would you be there for mi

2007-07-02T13:34:00.000+08:00

sort of just wake up... actually 9plus wake up le but just tat dunno why keep thinking want to sleep... so i wake up and sleep repeat the same steps over and over again till 1plus... hai... keep thinking the same things over and over again... hai... miss him lots... but just dun wanna sms him or chat wif him at msn... coze i scare he will think i very fan... den i know he now need time to be alone and do all things he want so i dun want bother him... but if he sms mi i sure very happy... hai... i keep thinking and thinking... yup when 7plus i wake up and vomit for 2 times... dunno wat happen... maybe cannot digest well ba... hai... i think i going fall sick sooner or later... hai... life is so sian without anything sweet... listening two songs right now... first " would u be there " and second " where'd you go "... this two songs got the story behind... hai... listening this two song make mi think more things... but at least the two song can make mi think of the sweetness... yesterday something happen let mi think that is it something tat he want to hide from mi... but if really he want hide and dun wish to let mi know... den i oso dun wish to force him... coze force someone end up two of them been hurt... wish to be there for you... wish tat our love is always be true... wish tat you can let mi hold you tight... really wish he can get well soon... really miss him lots... and hope tat he can hold mi right now...

sweet feeling

2007-07-01T13:51:00.000+08:00

today wake up at 10plus... start tuition straight when i wake up... daphne came early but i never care her coze i contiune to sleep till my uncle came den i wake up tuition... dunno why cant concentrate well when i doin my work... keep eating... den thinkin of him... den after tat 1pm le... tuition end le... den went to on com... den suddenly got one sms i went to see... saw his sms... i veri happy... mayb i know tat he is trying... mayb sms is short while but i already felt so happy le... thanks for trying... later going to dance class... dunno got the mood not hai... say the truth i really miss him lots... thinking of him... even though we not together but i really hope i can feel the love from him... write things tat miss mi etc... at least i can feel tat he love mi... if two people really love each other oso dun need to be together just tat both of them can know they really love each other that enough le... at least this type of feeling can be very very sweet wor... really miss him lots and lots... sweet feeling always be there...

national day parade performance

2007-06-30T23:59:00.000+08:00

today 9plus wake up, 10plus went out... went to get NDP ticket from my friend... den pass to mei she want and go watch... she wanna go with her family... den at night went to watch NDP... is a show perform at the water... quite nice... but cant be seen quite clearly... den take pictures... but not so clear as well... went to see wif uncle, aunty jasmin, grandma, aunty may, cousin brian, bernice, wen ting and wen jun... the ticket is given by my daddy wor... he got 8 tickets... he friend give him oso... den after tat bring wen ting and wen jun to their shop at the central... den wait for their parents close the shop den went to bankit eat supper... den went home veron suddenly sms mi ask mi acc her go eat... den acc her go mac eat... den we chat lots of things... tell her lots of stuff... den 1plus went home den once lay on bed den fall sleep le...

taking on the train... my face lyk got change a bit wor...

when the national song is been play...

uniforms group is performing...

army force...

helicopter performing...

police car...

fire engine...

smaller version...

man in green... lolx...

army force car...

fishes is swimming...

this is one of the perform item perform at the water...

waiting for the day

2007-06-29T20:05:00.000+08:00

4days nv blog till now... lots of things happen this few days... today wake up at 6.55am den meet daphne at 7.15am... i went out earlier at 7.10am... at kor house downstairs wait for her... den went to skool... yup ytd fall down... the impact quite great... den today went to skool mdm lim nv come... den talk to daphne... den after tat english mdm tan came in quite angry... den poa lesson... the lesson quite sian lo... den recess do nothin much... den social stuides at there listen... den after skool go blk 117 eat... den went to kor house wif daphne and ren chou... den at there he play guitar i too tired till i fall sleep... den 3plus went to causeway find jessie, jie ting, shuna and peter... den walk walk... thinking lots of things... i wish he will not stress... wish tat he can go back last time so sweet... wanna help him... but dunno how... jus wanna gif him time to calm down... settle his feeling and things... i fall for him... dunno why... wish tat all things can go back lyk last time lyk tat so sweet... love him lots... dun wan to see him so stress so emo so sad... wanna be tat gal share all this with him... coze i fall for him le... i would be there to wait... den wanna help him get back confidence and de-stress for him... hope he think positive... let him feel tat actually everything can be so sweet de... but important is gif him time to settle all this... think carefully all this... den go back last time de him... miss him lots... love him lots muaccks...

missing him

2007-06-25T16:04:00.000+08:00

today wake up at 6.45am... prepare till 7.15am went out den went to skool... while walking to skool hoping to see him... but quite late when i go to skool tat time so did not see him at all... today first day of skool... but is lyk so sian... so sad in skool... oso dunno why... ya change cme teacher... den today mrs wong talk to us... she say lots of things all is encourage us to study de... den today whole day talking with daphne, jie ting and jian zong... but i oso nv talk much... den mdm davi nv come so having free lesson... den miss gan relive us... she told us tat maybe 5 person from POA class will be teaching by her... and i hope i am the one who teach by her... coze she will be teaching in slow pace... den after skool went to blk 163 eat... saw shi xiang, chun kiat and roy... den oso saw mdm lim and mrs ho there... den actually mei wanna go but her stomach pain so she went home... hope she now all rite le ba... now going to do something else le... wish he could acc mi more, talk to mi more and talk sweet sweet things to mi more... missing him...

programmes cancel

2007-06-24T09:47:00.000+08:00

just wake up not long ago... wan to sleep but i cant fall sleep anymore le... actually today got tuition de but daphne got something on so end up cancel... tuition always start at 10am de... but daphne tat day say she can onli start at 9am... so decide to have tuition at 9am... but this morning she call mi so many time and i sleep till like pig den never ans her call... den she call my uncle say she cant make it wor... den end up cancel... den dance class oso never go... haha... so today tat means i got lots of time complete my work wor... haha... mayb meeting jie ting mei study... den oso can pass her present le wor... lolx... hehe... den now so sian nothin to do... waiting his sms come... mayb he now still sleeping... lolx... he this few days nv sleep veri well... now sleep more also good wor... den last night 12plus den sleep haha confirm wake up late de... lolx... den i going to slack le... hehe... miss him... muacks...

do hair treatment

2007-06-23T23:26:00.000+08:00

wake up at 9am... lying down the bed... waiting his sms come... den 9plus he sms mi le... den sms till 9.45am den he went to do his stuff... den i fall asleep again... den 10.20am wake up faster went to bath den went out to meet yu... as usual i late meet her 11am but end up 11plus meet her at my bus stop... den went down but forget bring ez-link card den went up and take lo... haha... went to cut hair and do treatment... lolx... den after tat went to plaza eat kfc... den went shop shop buy facial mask etc... den xue fang come find us... den yu and fang go bugis den i go meet him pass him the present but dunno he lyk not... den 9plus went to find grandma... den aunty jasmin cook the rice so nice wor... love it but now still hungry so going to eat noodle... lolx... haha... thinking of him lots... muacks...

finally come back

2007-06-22T23:59:00.000+08:00

finally reach singapore le... reach bukit panjang at 8pm... went to bukit panjang plaza eat dinner... den after tat went home... early in the morning wake up at 8plus... den went to eat breakfast at first world cafe... den went to buy another pencil case for myself... den buy two japanese doll give god mummy and mummy... haha... den acc uncle and aunty jasmin buy things... den so tired sit on the floor wait for them... lolx... den uncle keep asking mi which design nice... lolx... i say all nice buy all lo... haha... den after they finish buying we take picture lolx... hehe... den went back to hotel room pack out... haha... den do lots of funny things... haha... mi lyk ah soh... lolx... den went to take 2pm bus back to singapore... lolx... den this whole journey quite fun... lolx... hehe... den miss him lots finally can chat with him le... muhaha... muacks... ya after tat went to blk 163 eat go find daddy pass him the presents lolx... hope daddy love it lots... muack...

haha this is my uncle wor... lolx... haha... oso a very thick skin person lyk mi lolx...

my grandma and mi... haha... lolx... love her lots...

my jasmin aunty and mi... lolx... oso another aunty dote mi lots de wor...

mi taking picture wif two statue... lolx... haha...

genting 2nd day

2007-06-21T11:59:00.000+08:00

wake up at 7plus cant sleep at the hotel room at first but after tat changing place wif cousin brian den can sleep more comfortable... sleep till 8plus lolx... haha... den went to bath le den eat breakfast at the hotel room... haha den today oso aunty jasmin birthday... den going celebrate with her later... haha... lolx... den somehow 11plus went out to shopping den went to eat lunch at marry brown... den buy cake for aunty den cut cake there... after tat my uncle they all went to play indoor activites den mi and ah ma went to shopping... lolx... den i buy one jacket for him den buy other present for my friends they all haha... buy one bum jeans for myself and bum shirt for daddy... lolx... den ah ma buy one shirt which is uncle buy for her... den after tat went to eat pizza hut as dinner... lolx... den the two little cousin contiune to play indoor activties... haha... lolx... den i oso went to play merry go round... lolx fun... haha... den at there saw cheng li ping lolx... haha... den 11plus went back hotel and sleep... lolx... den whole day thinking of him... miss him too much le wor... muacks...

aunty jasmin de birthday cake haha... it is so nice la...

aiming to throw the coins into there... haha...

my ke aiii bernice... lolx... love her...

haha she total sit 13 this type of cutie cars... haha... i oso wan sit...

mi and brian haha... naughty boy lolx...

another picture with him... lolx...

my cutie mei mei i love her lots muacks...

miie at merry go round haha... i miss him lots wor...

mi and bernice again... haha... cute rite...

1st day trip

2007-06-20T11:59:00.000+08:00

wake up at 4.45am den prepare going to genting... wake up do this and tat... den 5.30am went out... mi and ah ma walk to bukit panjang plaza wait for uncle they all... den take 6am de bus... den 5.55am uncle reach bukit panjang plaza... den at there wait till 6.15am den take the bus... haha... while on the way to genting i am sleeping den take picture lolx... haha... den oso thinking of him... coze two days gonna cant talk to him... miss him lots... and oso all my friends wor... den oso on the way there read math notes... lolx... den somehow 2pm reach genting le wor... den went to check in den put things at hotel rest awhile den go eat lunch... we eat chicken rice... so expensive RM 109 omg... hai yo... den after tat went to buy 7pm de fantasy 4... lolx... haha... den after tat bring cousin back to hotel room den mi, uncle, aunty and ah ma went out shopping... is so fun la... can shopping means fun for mi lolx... den shop till 6.30pm faster went back bring them watch movie lolx.... haha... the show not bad la... but somehow some parts i nearly fall asleep wor... lolx... den bring them back to hotel room after finish watching... den went out to play again... den 12plus went to eat roti prata... it is veri nice... den went back to sleep... haha... it is fun... but at the same time miss him too much...

this is the bus plate number which i take when i on my way to genting...

my cutie cousin going to fall sleep le...

on the way to genting thinking of him...

my cousin and mi... lolx... love her too much...

omg my cutie cousin kiss mi... muacks...

my cousin so happy wor...

mi and my little cousin again... say cheese...

the sceny taken at bus while on the way to genting...

miie taken this picture at yong ping one of the stop when on the way to genting...

haha... i too zhi lian le...

mi and my cousin brian acting to be a pig lolx...

mi again acting cute wor...

brian and mi again... miss him love him...

first world hotel which i stay in de...

haha inside the hotel... haha... see what they trying to do lo...

lazy girl

2007-06-19T12:21:00.000+08:00

today wake up at 8plus... thinking not to sleep anymore so tat tonight can sleep earlier... coze tml must wake up at 4plus... den 8plus sms him till 9am... den he say he online le... den wanted to online as well dunno why fall sleep... lolx... i realli is lyk a pig la... yup grandma call at 8plus as well asking mi tat want go watch movie not wif my those students... haha... lolx... i say dun wan veri tired wan rest... lolx... den 10am den finally wake up eat dumpling... nice wor... haha... den now waiting grandma come back for my lunch haha... den chat wif him online haha... so sweet... talk lots of things... lolx... den today oso not going out... actually going out de but firstly later got tuition and oso lazy so staying at home is best choice... haha... lolx... den now slacking haha... planning to do something... mayb is suprise ba... dunno see how first... lolx... hai y grandma haven back yet cal her dun wan listen dot... k la... i going to chat wif him le... muacks... love him... yup... tml i am away... i will try my best blog at genting... lolx...

headache right now

2007-06-18T15:11:00.000+08:00

today wake up at 9plus slack till 10plus den online... sms him den chat wif him when online... den oso chatting wif my nu er... haha... den now dunno wat to do den blog lo... hai... now having headache sia... pain... pain... den oso feel lyk vomit hai yo... jus now went to eat the yogurt den become lyk tat... think the yogurt put veri long le... hai... my head pain till wan die le... hai sad... den today not going out... waiting my grandma come back buy lunch for mi... haha... lazy go buy and lazy to cook... haha waiting for someone cook or buy for mi... lolx... den maybe going to plaza later wif grandma... lolx... hai going to miss him lots while i am away from singapore... haha... k la... going to slack le... muack... love him lots and lots...

Friends Test

2007-06-17T16:42:00.000+08:00

today wake up at 9plus... sms him den start to having tuiton at 10am... hai he fall sick wor... cannot take care him... den somehow 11.30 he sms say he just went to see doctor... den ask him must take care... den talk to daphne and apple mei... den actually wanna go hereen see my dance class there people performing... but end up we decide to go k-box... actually want go parklane but change to lot 1 de... haha... den meeting fang fang go orchard buy something le den meet up daphne they all go lot 1 sing k... den jus finish setting question... haha... going out le... hehe... haha... muacks... love him... thinking him...

raining

2007-06-16T22:24:00.000+08:00

today somehow 10plus went to mac eat breakfast at lot 1... lolx... den after tat went home bath coze meeting kelvin and sufyan to bugis at 1pm... lolx... den i think i never late at all... arrive on time ba... haha... den went to bugis but den raining so we walk under the rain... den after tat take cab to lot 1... haha den they all went to arcade haha... lolx... den after tat went to eat dinner... lolx... den went home... yup kelvin waste money sia... the sweet not nice den throw away... lolx... omg sia... haha... den today happen something veri veri veri sweet... love the day... wish tat can forever be lyk tat... love it... love him forever...

at my house ton

2007-06-15T23:59:00.000+08:00

today wake up at 9am den lying on bed slack... den he sms come le... as usual greet mi... haha... den went online to edit my pictures... den 12plus faster went to bath... meeting yu and shi at plaza 1pm... den late lo... hai... sorry wor... realli sorry... den went to kopitiam eat lunch... den after tat went to hougang mall shop den oso take money from my friend... den at there slack quite long talk and talk... yup my two nu er keep asking mi treat them eat streamboat lolx... i can treat wait till i end of year work i treat ur go eat haha... lolx... den went to bugis walk walk but end up went to mac eat dinner... den they decide come my house ton... den i went home yu and shi meet fang at shi house there... lolx... den went home eat dinner again... haha... den went to BLK 163 to find daddy coze he drove mi to his house... den 12am den we went off den meet my nu er all my daddy house... den slp wake up slp wake up lolx... den they all listen to song... haha... is fun haha... miss him lots lots...

my house k-singing...

2007-06-14T23:24:00.000+08:00

today wake up at 9am... waiting for him sms come while lying on my bed... ytd nite nv slp well at all... thinking lots of stuff... sweet stuff etc... den going to 10 le he sms mi wish mi morning... so happy when saw his sms... den he told mi lots of things but dunno why i felt so moody... but later on wat he say make mi think so sweet... haha... den 11plus le faster went out and meet my nu er and sister they all at lot 1... haha... den saw them walking 1 line from the interchange to the control station haha... so sweet la... den went to eat KFC haha... actually thinkin wat to eat we walk from one place to the another... so in the end eat KFC haha... lolx... den after tat they went to my house sing k... den after tat my kor join in as well muhaha... sing k while sms him... take pic as well... got lots of fun... den 6plus they all went off so mi went to meet two friends which are guys... den talk awhile den went back to daddy place and went to eat dinner at bukit batok... saw zhi cheng but dunno he got saw mi ma... haha... den went to imm to buy some stuff... den went home... haha den yup sms him almost the whole day... talk to him sweet things... and ask him lots of things... and oso let him call mi **** ... lolx... haha... haha so tired but going upload lots of pictures rite now... total pictures is 143... and the sad thing is i bu xiao xing delete 20 plus photos... hai... btw i wan to speacial thanks to liqing coze we use her N73 take all this pictures... thanxs lots... think going to be lag le wor... muhaha...

just set up all the things...

mi, nu er shi, nu er yu hugging the bear tights...

kor and my nu er fang... haha...

haha... they two again lolx... zhi lian muhahaha... got this type of nu er and kor got mi this type of mummy and mei muhaha...

eating fruits sweet lolx...

yong feng kor and xue fang love them lots...

haha... i am smsing den xue fang dunno doin wat while kor anyhow took our picture...

love u gals muacck... love always for ur...

my heart has gone to my nu er there le... sad... lolx...

seven gals always together haha... lolx... still short of two... belinda and liying...

omg the bear kiss fang fang...

haha see yu oso zhi lian... lolx...

our song list lots of songs to be sang...

lolx... three gals taking picture with the book of song list...

haha... love u two always...

omg yun and liqing so concentrate listening others sing muhaha....

lolx... felicia singing and fang listening wor...

haha... this gal is my worker lo... her pay onli $1 lo... but her service still not bad lolx...

all the drinks drank by us except yu... coze she hate green tea... but too bad my house onli got green tea...

omg my worker is resting how can she... her pay become $0 lolx...

haha everyone is finding something but i am eating and the fang at there pose le... lolx...

two gals singing and taking picture lolx...

haha... yu yu again... my beloved nu er...

my nu er and mi wor... haha... mi oso zhi lian sia...

haha showing the tongue... lolx...

mi lyk so sad wor... lolx...

both of us lyk sad sad de... hehe...

hehe no pose le so anyhow pose lolx...

i lyk want to cry out le...

kiss... muack... lolx...

sad sad again hai...

lol... yu sad i so happy... haha...

mi, yu, fang say cheese lolx...

three of us wan to act cute lolx...

haha... say cheese again... lolx...

love them... muack...

haha emo de three of us...

omg the fang fang leg omg...

our tongue... lolx... without our eyes...

green tea always the best... loving it...

fang and mi... love her...

omg i so ugly...

acting cute de mi...

love them forever...

from big head to small head... haha...

three gals in love...

haha... so yucks... haha...

my two nu er smiling and i so extra... lolx...

sitting near at the door...

i so fierce... lolx...

i emo... yu emo... and fang smile... dot...

hug them tight...

emo de wo men...

dunno wat i trying to do...

yawn! tired haha...

act cute... sweet...

kissing yu... love her tats why kiss her...

haha... i so wierd...

kor and mi... love kor always...

haha both acting cool...

my love for them...

why i look so sad...

two gals trying to act cute... lolx...

fang face half gone... lolx...

so cute...

wat are they trying to do...

lolx... sad face...

yea... is fun...

haha... they are having fun taking pictures...

wat we trying to do...

kiss the bear...

i am sleeping thinking of him...

love him always...

why so messy de picture...

fang fang...

both girls in love...

where is the bear head lolx...

say cheese to the camera...

my kor, my two nu er muack...

love them always...

my two nu er... love them always...

omg fang why cover her face...

haha... two rabbit wor...

yu and bear... so cute...

fang fang and yu... yu emo...

fang and kor kor... lolx...

fang fang zhi lian...

blah... lolx...

a complete heart...

pig and mi... love pig always...

lolx.... what they are doing...

say cheese...

haha... acting cute...

pig with two gals... ke aii...

kor and fang again... lolx... love them...

haha... two gals with braces...

love... in love... always love...

muack... kisses the bear...

mi and shi... my lovely nu er... love u...

misses him... thinking of him...

fang fang singing...

three gals dunno doin wat...

yea mi and shi...

lolx... they are so cute...

both of them trying to make a heart lolx...

mi and yun mei mei... lolx... love her lotsa too...

mi and felicia haha... love u gals... muack...

we two again wanna see which photo nicer... lolx...

mi and kor kor feng... haha...

shi, liqing and felicia... muacks...

mi and liqing... know her since pri 4... haha.... love u too... muacks...

my nu er yu... lolx... haha...

the three gals... say cheese...

haha... this gals again... okie... say cheese...

kor and mi... so unfair kor can sing...

yong feng kor... lolx... always act cool...

yu and mi... loving it... muack...

two gals behind singing and two in front taking pictures...

kor and mi once again...

haha... what they trying to do sia...

kor, mi and my three bao bei nu er...

two gals singing while taking pictures...

sister forever... muack...

haha... they are so cute...

mi, liqing and felicia... haha... sort of acting cute lolx...

the three gals... in love with them lolx...

the four of us... and mi acting cute lolx...

wat is kor doing... why he so emo...

i lyk so sian... haha...

kor acting cute...

haha... kor kor side view...

haha... kor act cool only... lolx...

the song list... haha...

mi and fang fang drinking green tea... muack...

haha... actually my drink not mine dunno whose... i anyhow take lolx...

haha yu lyk sleeping... hehe...

acting cute de us...

so tired... see how i pose... omg...

going to kiss my nu er le... muack...

loving it...

i so sad la...

kissing yu using our full love muack...

taking pictures again...

felicia, fang and shi... lolx... sweet gals...

haha yu so emo lolx...

happy birthday to kelvin

2007-06-13T21:17:00.000+08:00

today wake up at 9 plus... haha... den went online chat... yup ytd chat wif my nu er they all... so much fun... tell them lots of things... den online chat listen songs... den 11plus went to prepare... den haha when 12 plus le i still think 11 plus... den saw the time... den faster wear contact lens den went down to petir lrt meet kelvin... haha today his birthday wor... wish him happy birthday... all the dreams come true... haha... den meet sufyan at bukit panjang lrt... den he came we went to lot 1 meet daphne... den she came den went to pizza hut haha... howeva no place le den had to wait... so went to arcade den somehow 2 plus went to the pizza hut... mi and daphne share a plate of noodle... den kelvin and sufyan eat pizza... haha... lol... den kelvin and sufyan keep teasing mi say thought u dun wan tok to us etc... lolx... haha... den later on cant take it le ma so talk la... haha... den so sweet today... got lots of fun... den after tat went to watch movie " gui ar gui ar " lolx... so funny but lame la... haha... but daphne nv watch she went to meet steven... lolx... den after finish watching go arcade... the two guys go there play la... lolx... den went home after tat... haha... something happen today oso... den today nite talk to lots of ppl... got mei ar daphne ar my nu er etc... lolx... talk and talk... wanna do homework in the end dun need do le coze veri tired haha... tml got gathering at my daddy house wif my jie mei and kor... lolx... miss them haha... k la going to slp... today is realli sweet and fun haha... wishing the feeling will always forever sweet... i love him lotsa... muack... and oso wanna wish kelvin happy birthday...

haha... the plate of noodle share by mi and daphne...

lolx... order by kelvin and sufyan... haha...

sweet feeling always there

2007-06-12T15:58:00.000+08:00

today wake up at 11plus... saw two sms... 1 sms is from my friend say he hp low bat last nite tats y no reply lolx... another 1 sms is from him haha lol... he told mi tat he in skool le... lolx... den reply him le... den slp again... till 1 plus den finally wake up from my dream land... haha... realli lyk piggy sia... slp and slp... den he reply around tat time... coze he busy so late reply... today mood is good lo... haha... actually goin out wif grandma to bring my cousin to swimming but den i got tution later at 6plus... muhahaha... den no choice stay at home slack... lolx... nth to do ma... lolx... den jus now sms him sweet sweet things... lolx... so sweet... love the way he say sweet sweet things to mi... rather than ytd both of us so unhappy and emo end up both of us say those things which sad de... haha... i wan lyk last few days so sweet and today lyk tat sweet... haha... love the sweet feelings... can the sweet feeling be there forever? hope can... hehe... sweet feeling always good... hehe... den waiting for lotsa of things happen... good things happen of cause... haha... den ytd talk to mei lotsa of things... haha... love to talk to her coze i always tell her my stuff lolx... wan know mi more can ask her even we this year den close but we lyk know each other lyk very long le... haha finding ways to ask her acc mi to tuition later... lolx... hope she going... lolx... k la... goin to do some other stuff muhaha... haha update a bit... mei nv go with mi together coze she say too suddenly but den end up something happen... den went to tuition class alone... late for class actually is purposely de... haha... walk in lyk no place sit so decided to sit in front... take worksheet from teacher... den when i turn around i saw someone familiar... haha... is xu yao... i was shock to see him there omg... haha... he came there jus today and he keep saying joke... and something surprise mi is tat he know something omg... y he know the thing since he left skool le... haha... hai yo... lolx... today class is fun... haha... i think tat next weeks onwards i will not be bored le... coze got him haha... lolx...

dream land become cry land

2007-06-11T17:36:00.001+08:00

today wake up at 9.30... ytd night can say nv slp probably... dream, dream and dream... the dream is sad de... i cry while i slping... cry and cry and cry... wake up den realise why my eyes is wet de... hai... jus wake up den he sms come ask mi wake up le not... haha he lyk know when i will wake up lyk tat wor... den sms him awhile den chat wif him online awhile... he send mi the song " would you be there "... love the song lots... hopping tat i could find someone can love mi lots and lots... and will acc me forever... will help mi heal my pain etc... when heard tat song nearly cry out coze veri touching... yup actually today goin to sentosa wif all my nu er they all and two friends... but den i cant go due to some gals problems... muhaha... lolx... den nv go... sad... most probably stay at home online do homework ba... haha... be good gal... save money oso... haha... but so lonely no one at home wor... haha... lolx... den so sian looking for food to eat for whole day... haha... love him always...

daddy birthday

2007-06-10T23:16:00.000+08:00

today wake up at 10 havin tuition but i lyk still in dream land la... haha... den he sms mi tell mi he wake up le haha... den do my math homework den all my math formula is lyk flyin in the air... haha... dream dream and dream... realli in dream land... lolx... den after tat eat mee hoon... haha... den apple came my house chat... wif daphne, apple and mi... tok tok and tok... den sms him as well chat lotsa of things haha... den after tat the two gals went home den dunno y sms him till fall slp... den oso nv went to dance class due to daphne had to attend dinner... lolx... den after tat wake up at 6plus bath le den go out eat dinner wif papa... haha... today my papa birthday lei... happy birthday daddy... i love you lots... haha... den daddy friends celc for him by goin out eat... daddy ask mi today i treat de huh... den i say no la no money wait till i got money den he say i say nv do... hai... sad i realli no money ma... haha... sure will treat u eat at the end of the yr haha... den take pic cut cake after tat went home... but daddy lyk goin out wor... haha... yup my teeth pain sia... dunno why hai... mayb to tigh and the wire become thicker... lolx... miss him...

daddy cake... haha... nice wor...

my daddy and mummy i love them lotsa... haha... happy birthday to you daddy... my lovely parents...

short de sentosa trip

2007-06-09T22:48:00.000+08:00

slp at 5 in the moring wake up at 6.45... went to dental appointment at 7... appointment is at 8 de... haha reach there somehow 8 den 8.15 den went in... den 8.30 went home on the way back chat wif apple... den after tat 9plus reach apple house tok and tok... den wait for daphne come again tok tok and tok... den after tat went home prepare to go sentosa wif astley... haha... den actually meet him at 12 in the end change the timing to 2 plus... i reach there somehow 3 le... sorry i am late... den tok to him... we chat lots of things... who he lyk ar etc... lolx... wanna ask him be my god didi... but den dunno lei if he my god didi... must help him jio someone lolx... see first ba... quite fun... den we walk the whole mountain... dot walk one big round den on the way he say lots of joke haha... wat degue fever la wat ghost la... haha... lots of things to laugh... haha... quite fun la... den 6plus went home le coze he goin out somewhere den i oso veri tired le... den reach home eat den slp... haha...

take inside the cable car... haha... so nice... haha... fun...

taken at cable car... look down de scenry... lolx... haha... all are boat la... haha...

saw this boat when i takin cable car... haha... not i nv see before is jus tat dunno is it fate tat let mi saw this boat as the horoscope is libra lolx... haha...

haha can the word libra be seen not... ahha... love it... my cruise... waiting to go for my next trip...

stupid gui ar gui ar

2007-06-08T15:50:00.000+08:00

today wake up veri veri early sia... 6plus hai skool start at 8... 6plus wake up 7 meet mei, daphne... coze tat stupid gui ar gui ar... stupid sia... tat day daphne came to class late the stupid gui ar de gd friend sit there till so relax sia... den stare at daphne gif her innocent look... den daphne nv say anytin and went to sit beside kelvin... den actually today mi, mei, daphne jus wanna act out the whole sceen again... den the gui ar came in to class stare at mi lyk y i sitting at her place... den i gif her innocent look den contiune do my work sia... haha... den she veri angry le she walk beside mi put down the bag... den dunno y suddenly she throw her bag on floor loudly omg sia... nvm den she throw her water bottle... den daphne say her siao in chinese den gui ar so angry shout at us say wat " u wan to say den say in english LA "... she realli siao la... lolx... haha... den nvm daphne and her start quarrel sia... den i cant take it i say why u need to gif this type of stupid attiude ma... make mi so angry la stupid gui... lolx... den havin math oso so angry hai... actually nth de but let her make mi more and more angry... den after skool went to void deck eat maggi mee... shook man... haha... so nice sia... wif mei, daphne... den went plaza den went home le... play game... daphne do her math and slpin... den 12pm he sms come ask mi wat am i doin etc... den sms awhile lolx... haha... den play game lol... den later at nite goin out wif daphne, apple, steven and ah chak.. lolx... haha... den dunno go where yet and do wat yet... lolx... hai den jus now chattin wif him hai yo... he lyk no confidence at all sia... dot... wanna tell him must have more confidence ma... and chances is nt low... is high... lolx... k la wanna go play my game le... going to lvl 45 le haha... can married le muhahaha... wanna update a bit went to pub wif petr ( new friend intro by apple ), jason, apple, daphne and jun jie... actually is go party world but dunno why change till pub lo... den steven they all in the end nt going le... haha... drink whisky wif coke muhahaha... love it... reach home at 3... take cab alone... haha... den quite fun happy...

on the way to bugis take at bus... muhaha...

whisky bottle... haha... nice...

lol haha the table is so messy la... lolx... love it... got time must go again...

mood swing

2007-06-07T23:33:00.000+08:00

today went to skool quite early coze wanna complete my work coze ytd nv bring back home do... den during phy so moody coze of drawing the curve... hai... this few days not in veri gd mood argggggggggg... hai... den math oso so moody i at there keep drawing broken heart oso dunno why... hai... den went home after skool meet hui min mei go bugis... actualy is go orchard de meet 1.30 but den wanna help daphne say her hp cover sticker nv paste property so change meeting place to bugis at 2pm... den acc grandma to jurong east cpf building pay sometin in the end nv pay hai... jus need go axs machine pay can liao... haiyo... den she went home alone den i went to meet mei... haha... reach there 1.35 haha... at there take pic... lolx... while waiting for her... haha... den meet her le went to eat pasta mania den daphne came intro to her... lolx... den acc daphne do her hp again... haha tat guy redo for her this time round is nicely done... lolx... sweet... den while walkin saw xf and py and her friend lolx... haha tok awhile etc... lolx... den after tat daphne took her hp she went home den both of us went orchard... haha... lolx... den at there walk walk mei buy two shirt today den we oso take neoprints den tok tok... den after we went home acc her take mrt to little india den took 960 to plaza buy contact lens solution den back home... he sms come see wateva i reach home le nt lolx... so sweet caring sia... den reach home play game etc eat... den after tat scan pic to com... hai this make mi so angry la... dunno is stupid com or hp got problem hai i cant transfer photo at all... i try so mani time still cant omg angry la... realli make mi so moody sia... hai mood swing morning and nite... hai... y cant transfer i wan put on blog de... hai... ya... hopefully i can update later.... see neoprint first ba...

the neoprints nice rite ke aii... love it... muacks... always my lovely mei...

haha love this photo lots... finally can upload my pic le... muhahaha.. love it...

haha taken at far east at water fall... lolx... now feel more happy after tokin to my nu er they all love them muack...

finally can upload le... love my mei... muaccks... so sweet...

haha mei hand... lolx... while taking pic at the fountain haha...

hehe acting cute lolx...

hehe say smile... lolx...

act cute de mi... lolx...

haha sweet rite lolx...

take at the neoprint machine there muhahaha...

haha this picture so funny wor... lolx... i so funny ahha...

take the picture at neoprints there haha... hui min mei and me...

movie

2007-06-06T21:44:00.000+08:00

as usual today went to skool at 8plus... meet mei... while waiting for mei christina at her mum car there call mi... haha... lolx... den in skool having math class... do homework etc... after tat go plaza eat wor... haha... eat chicken rice... acc by mei and daphne... haha... den go back home... mei oso follow mi back lolx... play O2jam and ro... haha... den mei somehow went to meet kai ling den i went to bath den went to lot 1 find kelvin and sufyan... haha we went to watch movie " pirates of caribbean " actually nv go de but last min decide to go wif them lo... got mi, kelvin, sufyan and xinyu ( kelvin mei )... den watch till 8 plus den actually wanna acc xinyu go eat but dunno y in the end dun have... den we went home lo... the show quite funny quite touching and quite sad... hai... hai some parts of the show so sad when i wanna cry out den the funny part den laugh haha... lolx... in the end nv cry wor... ahaha... the ending hor dunno is sad, touching or happy lei hai... haha... lolx but i could say is touching part wor... haha... wish i could find tat guy who can love mi lots... ahha... lolx... going to do homework le lolx... thinking of him... love him lots lots...

happy day

2007-06-05T16:30:00.000+08:00

haha today wake up at 7plus... den went to meet mei go mac together... meeting daphne at 8 de... but i nt feelin well so reach there late... haha... den eat hotcakes... den faster go attend phy lesson... i skip poa... den i tell daphne say maybe mrs goh will walk pass our class she realli did... haha... den during phy so moody la... mayb coze drawing the line sian la... so difficult la... hai... den social studies nv moody le... coze more fun haha... while teacher teaching onli mi, mei, kor at there eat lol... den after tat is math... do math homework lolx... haha... den after skool went to find teacher but cant find haha... den faster go home install ro... lolx... love ro lots... my faourite game... haha... den chat wif him... haha... he teach mi lots of things but den hai... lyk make him so angry sia... who ask mi is a blur princess lolx... haha he so fierce jus now... sorry and thanxs... muack... lolx... haha... den after tat he keep asking mi he diff in wat way... den i say go read my blog lolx... haha... i dun wan say haha... den playing ro den i want faster chiong lvl to lvl 45 so i can married le wor... lolx... k la... today is quite fun... haha... he is different coze i lyk him... dotx... haha... love him always...

homework and homework

2007-06-04T18:42:00.000+08:00

today wake up at 8.25am... haha eventually goin to had breakfast de... but the daphne say no money le... so nv go... haha so i slp late... den wake up went to bath till 8.50am... daphne sms come see i meet jie ting le not and wanna meet them ma... but i jus finish bath sia... den haven meet mei yet... den nv meet them... call mei see whereva she ok le ma... but the problem is she jus woke up... lolx haha... den she say she dun go math she go eng den end up i go skool alone sad... lolx... haha... den faster go comb my hair etc... den faster walk to skool haha... lolx... when wanna reach skool saw jia yong so walk together into skool and class... ahha... lolx... den after tat do math homework lo... so sian... yup den kor keep askin peter sit beside jessie... lolx... so sweet la...i oso wan lolx... haha... den end up kor go take peter textbook den tell teacher tat peter no textbook... den peter from his place move to kor behind den finaly to jessie there lolx... den mdm lim use his example show us vector stuff lolx... haha... den say actually he can walk short cut ma... jus walk from his place to jessie place la lolx... den in class lyk so moody sia dunno y oso... den math class end went to daphne there tok discuss thinggy... den play wif kor and shi xiang etc... lolx... who ask them keep saying mi haha... lolx... fun sia... den english lesson start at 10.30am and the time to the lesson end is so long la... hai... den after skool acc mei to plaza top up card... den acc her to interchange take bus haha she going to far east ma... lolx... den daphne come to my house but on the way walk back rain sia... it is so big la... haha... our half body is wet lolx... den she came my house play o2jam lolx... den i sms him chat, do homework while daphne play my com... haha... den somehow 6plus she went back... haha... den mi oso download the ro thinggy since ytd lo hopefully can finish dl before 8... haha... k la i goin to do something le... i miss him... muack... and love him...

no signborad seafood

2007-06-03T23:17:00.000+08:00

sunday got two things to be done... firsty, got tuition at 10am... today as usual wake up at 10am haha... but the different things is today i first time open door for daphne... everytime is my grandma open for her... but she today went to blow her hair... lolx... blow till not nice lei... haha... i keep telling her i blow for her nicer sia... lolx... k den after tat daphne knock the door a few times den i finally woke up open for her... lolx... so funny la... ok... den after tat i told her i dreaming till half way she come and disturb lolx... the dream was so sweet wor... haha... den 2mins later uncle came and we started our lesson... as usual my homework did not complete... but today i nv get scolded coze at least i do half way le... lolx... den extractly 12pm i stop my homework den do other stuff lyk eating ar etc... lolx... i dunno why i nv look at time i still can auto stop my stuff lolx... den eat mee hoon my favourite and my grandma best dish... lolx... den went to slp again... 1.30pm wake up... den sms come... haha he sms mi wor... sms mi see i wake up le not lolx... so sweet sia... haha... den sms him awhile den went online... slack there afk my chara of GO den went dl ro... hai the speed is slow la... haha... den actually wanna gif up de... but coze of the married thing so cant stop dl coze i wan play... second promise kelvin wanna play le ma so must keep to my promise... lolx... den after tat somehow 4.30pm do my second thing is tat went for dance class... haha.. today lesson fun sia but my whole body is aching now sia... and having headache... den after tat 7pm went to geylang having dinner wif my daddy, mummy, grandma and my mummy sister etc... my mummy sister treat us eat... we eat at a resturant call " no signborad seafood " lolx... haha... first dish lobster follow by shark fin, after tat prawn, crab etc lo... all are seafood la... eat till so full while eating sms him... haha... he eat supper nv share wif mi lolx... haha jus jokin onli... den after tat eat dessert and fruits lolx... eat till so full but den still can keep on eating oso dunno why haha... den he 10plus went to slp le... lolx... den daphne call mei sms come as well... daphne call coze she tml wan come my house... den mei sms coze wan mi acc her go skool... lolx... haha... den meet her lo... haha... den went home at 10.53pm reach home at 11plus haha... so tired tml still got lesson going to slp le... tooo tired le... nitex... love him lotsa....

onli take one pic of the food coze i found tat this look cool... haha... cute rite... yummy it is really veri nice la... got time must go eat again if i got money haha... lolx...

lot 1

2007-06-02T19:40:00.000+08:00

haha... wake up at 11plus went online play GO and RO... lolx... slack here there... den cal mei chat... wanna ask her go lot 1 wif mi... but she tired so nv... haha... go myself find kelvin and sufyan... lolx... at arcade play para... lolxx... the skill nt so gd sia... dot... den tok to them... kelvin keep saying i quiet... lolx where gt sia... haha... den quite fun when wif them... lolx... den acc kelvin go buy vcd... he buy harry potter and wwf... lolx... den went to eat... lolx... after tat went home... a lot of funny things happen... yup daphne cal mi... but nv ans den she lyk scare i lost sia... call kelvin ask where mi... lolx... den later meetin her at mac do math homework.... k la... wanna play game le... in love him...

lolx.. S.H.E.

2007-06-01T23:00:00.002+08:00

today went to skool for Social studies... before tat went to mac eat breakfast wif kelvin, daphne and christina... mei nv go coze she too tired she wanna slp tats why nv go attend social studies... lolx... at ava room happen so mani funny things wor... erm kelvin and i go keep daphne shoe lolx... and wanna cal daphne hp coze she nv off silent but in the end kelvin cal awhile nv call le.. lolx... haha... den stay in skool wait for poa class... accompany by kelvin, sufyan, christina and daphne... den saw mr yu den tok him while lolx... haha... den somehow 10 plus mei call... say wanna come poa class... wait for her wor... lolx... den we late... hai 11 den reach class... haha... lolx... so boring la... feel lyk slpin sia... lolx... den after tat went to plaza eat lunch... saw mr koh and wee xiang etc... mr koh go sour mi... say if skool uniform pink den gd rite... omg i nt pinky lolx... jus tat i feel pink more lyk princess style lolx... haha... den i told him ya lo... if skool uniform pink i sure everyday wear out... lolx... den meetin kelvin and sufyan to comic buy ro... erm y i wan play ro coze can get married ma... stupid rite... lolx... i bo liao... haha... den went to s.h.e... lolx... yup daphne cry of certain reason... but hope she all rite now... mi and apple realli worried her... daphne dun cry we will always be there for u... i love u... den meet tony at s.h.e.... lolx... den call xue fang and keith ask them where them etc... den after tat xue fang saw hui min... den i go find her finally found her at the back... help them to collect lolx... haha... den help keith as well coze all are my friends... acc xue fang, pei yu go eat mac... lolx... mac again... haha... den went walk awhile... sms him as well... lolx... den i start caling pei yu miss tai tai... lolx... den the xue fang mrs tai tai... lolx... they went try jacket etc... lolx... tokin when wan ton etc... den settle le... most probaby next next week... lolx... k veri tired le... going to slp... wan an.. muack... love him always...

the miss tai tai trying the jacket... ip de wor... lolx... my nu er...

the mrs tai tai trying from top to bottom lol... haha... the floor so messy la... lolx.... my nu er as well... happy time wif them... love them muacks...

stream boat

2007-05-31T23:41:00.000+08:00

haha.. today is holiday... oso last day of may... muack... lolx... somehow 8plus grandma ask mi wake up... and i so tired and i say i dun wan go pray la... dun disturb mi... den 9plus wake mi up again... lolx... den finally 10plus wake up... mei sms mi say later how going where etc... den ytd nite we plan go eat streamboat today... den i saw her sms le reply her and i couldn slp wor... den prepare going to bukit batok to pray... den somehow i 12pm den ok... finish putin make-up etc... went out wif grandma... meeting aunty and uncle at the temple... den when i taking bus 187 at there take pic... lolx zi lian ma... haha... den listen song etc... den when i wanna alight got a guy dunno he wanna go down or move in stand there broad my way... i so angry la... i say loudy EXCUSE MI... den he still there slowly walk down... so angry la... okie... den after tat went in find my aunty and uncle... lolx... they help mi and grandma take food le wor... eat there... pray... den i saw isabel my st john mdm... lolx... nv tok much oso... den went off... den actually wanna go straight find kai ling, mei howeva mei haven ok wor... so went to plaza wif them... den i put make-up ma... scare my face gone coze raining... den no choice must use umbrella... my uncle say mi princess... lolx... so in end i nv take umbrella la... lolx... haha... in the first place i realli lyk princess... lolx... so thick skin... dun care mi la... den after tat heard from my aunty today is her maid aunty may birthday wor... lolx... wanna wish her HAPPY BIRTHDAY wor... den she go collect cake... but coze rain is bigger and bigger no choice go mac sit there slack den... she ask wanna go genting not... think quite long... den see ah ma long time nv go holiday and if i nv go she oso dun wan go... she so dote mi la... denin the end decide go lo... so book ticket at there wait so long sia... lolx... i go durin 20-22 june... actually not feel lyk goin dun to few reason... firsty genting nth to do so sian la... secondy i miss all my friend and miss him... and i cant sms him for tat three days... wat should i do... haha... okie den went back home... play go wif kelvin... lolx... den slack here there.... somehow 5plus kai ling call 3times and mei call 4times but yet i nv ans.... coze i busy playing and i nv heard phone ringin lolx... somethin wrong le la... haha... den faster go out... go marina bay eat stream boat... lolx... i go wash all the seafood... haha... sad la... my hand lots of scar... the stupid oil la... kai ling and mei cook most and their hand oso got oil but no scar... lolx... so sad... is ok la... next few days all rite le... den we go take eggs back home... lolx... den went to arcade awhile to play para long time no play skill nt so gd lolx... is ok la... haha... went home den while on the way back kai ling keep asking wanna buy egg lolx... so funny la... reach home around 12plus... slack here den slp le... wan an... miss him...

lolx... take at bus while on my way to temple...

hai my hand the scar...

hai... another scar... pain la... lolx...

hai a bigger scar on my hand...

the last scar but is on my leg... omg first time see ppl eat stream boat till lyk tat... stupid mi... arrrg pain...

vivo city and miss him

2007-05-30T21:56:00.000+08:00

this few days nv slp well oso dunno why... wake up at 7am prepare le... den 7.45am went to mei house wait for her wor... haha... actually this mornin not hungry not feel lyk eatin but dunno why while waiting mei suddenly feel so hungry wor... haha... den mei go ask her mama make bread for mi... lolx... so sweet la... den on the way to skool actually eng class start at 8am i late both of us arrive at 8.15am... but mdm tan nv scold us but we still told her sorry mdm tan we are late... den she say next time dun late k... den in class nv pay attention at all... firstly kor gif mi 50buck to fold heart den finish folding return to him wor... den after tat tok to him... den i had end class at 9am... den i had no history class but kor had geo class.. he skip ask mi go canteen acc him eat so i went down wif him... den after he finish eating we went to basketball court see they play basketball... fajar vs cck... lolx... den somehow 9.50 went to class meet mei... den after tat went plaza wif mei, jie ting, daphne, christina and kelvin... den we went to eat onli mei, mi and daphne is eating... lolx... haha... den went to comic shop coze kelvin wanna buy things... today can say quite moody... lyk so sian... i oso dunno why mayb coze i too tired le ba... nv slp well for 2days le wor... den after tat mi and mei went causeway den vivo... at there waiting for kai ling den we play lol... take lots of pic... den kai ling arrive le den we walk walk... haha... walk here there... actually go there oso wanna see got wat present can buy for him... den saw a shirt so nice la... cost 36bucks wor... i wear le veri mature somehow look lyk 23 lolx... feel lyk buying haha... but a bit big... lolx... nvm can find a nicer one... den on the way back from there at bus we chat lots of stuff... actually we intend to go to clubbin de... and today is lady's nite oso.... lolx... but in the end we nv go due to sever reason... firsty scare mei cant go in... secondly later take cab oso ex... den thirdy dunno go which one... and forthly is veri tired... haha... den we decided tat we should take the money keep it for tml nite streamboat... lolx.... haha... den today quite fun la... den oso got sms him awhile... den keep thinkin of him... miss him... hehe... k see wat we take de pic...

this guy wanna smile but nv... lolx... ke aii...

our shadow... mei and mi...

mi acting cute... lolx...

mei and my leg lolx...

we buy the this when we arrive at vivo... veri nice wor...

walking inside the water... lolx...

playing wif the water...

thinking of something while walking in the water...

thinking of him... miss him lots... in love wif him...

my leg playing wif water... lolx...

confusing wor

2007-05-29T20:59:00.000+08:00

ytd can say nv slp well wor... 4plus wake up once... 5plus wake up once den finally slp till 7 in the morning... saw ken sms come say hi... he realli become more and more " caring " le wor... lolx... den cant get to slp den call him chat till 7.25... den i go change... den somehow 7.45 chwee kok sms mi say i reach le lolx... he is the earlies... lolx... haha... den faster walk to mei house wait her... 8 den meet her den faster walk to mac... meeting chwee kok, kelvin, daphne, sufyan and mei havin breakfast wor... lolx... den after tat we all eat finish except daphne lolx... haha... den somehow 8.50 we walk to skool saw jia yong den we walk together... lolx... den reach skool kelvin say better dun saw VP but when we reach lvl 3 VP jus in front of us... omg so unlucky la... lolx... den from ava change to v-buzz coze of ava no air con... haha... den 10 end lesson... den after in skool wait for sufyan end class at 11.30 den daphne went home so left mei, kelvin and mi at there wait for both of them... after tat went plaza buy GO de stuff... den eat kfc... den raining heavily so we walk walk 1st... den we went to my daddy house sing k wor... lolx... den sing, tok and play haha... den i keep on sms... lolx... den after tat apple come join mi, mei and daphne... haha... somehow 7plus went home wor... den reach home at 8.45... jus finish my dinner... lolx... haha... goin to play game... and do other stuff... wan an... so confusing... lolx... in love wif him....

o lvl chinese today

2007-05-28T22:41:00.000+08:00

today ken call mi at 6.15 wake mi up... haha... he when become so caring sia? lolx... actually he everytime oso care for mi de la... lolx... den i told him ty and ask him wake mi up at 6.30 but he nv call... omg i nearly late la... luckily i wake up at 6.50 den i go prepare le meet mei at traffic at 7.10... haha... den in skool saw him wanna go over and wish him gd luck but in the end dun have... but in my heart i really truthfully wish him all the best wor... den in skool so scare la... keep telling mdm soh i scare... but mdm soh say i can do it she gif everyone of her support wor... den i nv bring hp to skool borrow mei hp call daddy tell him i scare... den he say is all rite de wor... den he say call mi later coze he driving got traffic police... lolx... den i keep looking for daphne and christina... den after tat mei ask mi call her but i dun have her no... den i ask kelvin to call her den tony told mi tat daphne in skool le... lolx... den mei saw her but i still couldn found her lolx... after tat realise she at study corner lolx... den somehow 8.15 went in to the hall... i choose Qn 2 & 3 and i complete the whole paper... so happy... actually overall easier den mid yr however think at most can score B3 hai... but A2 gone lolx... nvm there is still hope till the result out wor... den went to eat long john wif daphne at there tok tok... after tat she came to my house... den we tok play game etc... actually wanna go out wif kai ling and mei to eat durain or go orchard in the end i too tired and lazy so i stay at home slack lolx... haha.. den play game whole day wor... play wif daphne, kelvin and surfyan... so fun sia... haha... k la... i gg end here... wan an nitex... princess in love wif...

midnight sale at plaza

2007-05-26T23:59:00.000+08:00

today wake up at 7.20 wake mei up den i contiune slp... till 7.50 wake up prepare den 8am daphne miss call mi.. so wear shoe go meet her den went to kor block wait mei go back skool for extra chinese lesson... hehe... den after tat at there study all letter writing format at the same time wait for him sms mi... haha... den somehow 9plus he den wake up den sms mi... saw the sms so happy lolx... haha... den after 10plus lesson end went to long john had my breakfast daphne drink soup and mei and i share... den at there tok and tok... den plan where to go for june holidays... haha... den wanna go popular to buy pen but daphne go home first... finishing buyin pens went home... den after tat went out eat again wif daddy and mummy and ah ma... haha... den after tat jearld came den shop till 2plus go home... den go home change den meet mei at 3plus going to 4 to bugis pray haha... actually meeting her at 2plus but wanna go eat wif family so meet late... den at bugis meet kai ling haha... to creative locate at jurong to see offer items and mp3 etc... in the end nv buy haha... den after tat went to imm de daiso buy ear piece i buy 5m long la... ahhaha... den after tat somehow 8plus go to plaza mid nite sale on the way saw mdm yam... haha... lolx... den happen lots of funny things.. shop till 12 den go see for lucky draw haha... den got a lady so lucky la... haha... win two top prizes... haha... den went to mac chat till 3plus go home den slp... haha... so tired lolx.... we chat lots of stuff... kpo here there... lolx... yup somehow 11plus kim zhi came and find us awhile den she went off... lolx... haha... we all buy necklace the necklace so nice la... hehe... den whole day sms him non-stop... so happy... but sms till somehow 11plus hp totally no bat so sad cant sms him wor... hehe... den ah ma oso came down awhile... lolx... lots of things happen haha... happy things alot... lolx... miss him...

sad cum happy cum scare

2007-05-25T21:57:00.000+08:00

today is sad and happy... haha... moring wake up at 7.15 call skool arrange for ptc at 12.45... den after tat call daddy say okie... den i went back to slp eventually wan call daphne at 8.45 to arrange for the breakfast de... but den too tired lazy call... somehow 8 plus mei sms say help her take dictionary haha... lolx... den reply her den she reply but lazy to reply... lolx den i fall slp le... den 9.10 he sms wish mi morning so sweet wor... hehe... den after tat i wake up call daphne somehow already 10 plus le... den meet her at 11 at mac having our breakfast wor... lolx... den after tat went to playground near skool there we tok over there and play swing wor... hehe... den walk to HBD flat de void deck chat haha... den chat till 12.30 wor den walk in to skool... couldn find mdm tan den we go canteen and drink ice lemon tea... and the stupid machine we put coin but do not have the drink mi and daphne hit the machine and no money drop lolx... den OM help us... 12.50 daddy cal mi ask mi where are mi... lolx... tats the time make mi so upsad la... hai... he say he now at classroom and his hp low bat and i tell him k i now go find my teacher le meet him at classroom... den i went find mdm tan but she still havin meeting so i ask a teacher look for her wor she sneak out from the meeting... den we went out however my dad went down hai... he so angry la... make mdm tan so scared den i oso so sad wanna cry out jus now wor... den my dad say my leg pain still climb so high u think veri fun huh... hai... wanna say sorry to mdm tan and daddy wor... den mdm tan say i got sefl-displince lolx... haha... den i after tat went out to bugis and katong to meet friends lolx... at there tok tok... something happen when we take bus 67 wor... hai so scary lei... got a indian guy sit next next to daphne he ask a guy in front to open up a can of drink... den suddenly tap daphne ask we wan buy a 2nd hand watch not so scary... den nvm after tat got a indian guy who wearing in yellow sit beside her and a indian guy wearing red sit in front her... den keep looking us... den after tat we move to other sit den 20 seconds later they alight... omg sia... haha... den after tat the guy who wanna ask us buy watch de go sit beside a indian lady asking her wanna make friends not sia... hai... so scary la... lucky i acc daphne back her house den she acc mi wait bus den i go back alone... hai yo... hope dun meet those things again haha... den mi and daphne take veri nice pic... lolx... k la... gtg le meeting mei study at mac... muack... missing him...

love this pic lots...

haha ke aii rite...

lolx... silent in love...

shadow and princess baby... lolx...

haha... kawaii... lolx...

lovely day

2007-05-24T19:51:00.000+08:00

hehe... lolx... today is a fun day wor... today went to skool quite early wor... haha... den went to history class watch movie ( hittler ) haha... nice show wor... but watch till wan sleep coze tired wor... den after tat whole day mock exam... but i keep on walking here and there tok and tok haha... den do reflection form for tml PTC haha... sure die de... lolx... den after skool went to lot 1 to eat pizza hut haha wif mei mei... eat till so full wor... den after tat went to shop shop... wanna study but dunno y today both of us no mood at all wor... hehe... den we walk till 6 plus den go to mac tok till 7 plus den went home haha... eventually wanna meet nu er de haha she wanna return mi money wor... but i say tml den meet wor... lolx... haha... den tml feel lyk go swimming den go to skool wor... haha... lolx... btw tml no skool onli need to go back at 2 pm to 3 pm haha for PTC... lolx... hehe so sian wanna go dl game and play le... haha k la muacck... thinking him...

in skool

2007-05-23T19:10:00.000+08:00

today late for skool haha wake up at 7.15... i still slowly walk to skool wor... haha den reach skool le must do running... i walk 8 rounds howeva if i run jus do 4 rounds... haha den in class play tok wif shi xiang, kelvin, chwee kok and daphne haha... den free period from morning till end skool... yup went to ava room listen to mrs ng (vp) tok... hehe... after hearing her tok make mi feel lyk working harder... haha... but den i still dun lyk her wor... lolx... hehe... den after tat i tell daphne tat i wanna ask my dad to force mi study cant gif mi so much freedom le wor... lolx... haha... den after the tok went to hall for assembly... the tok by ms tan abt family... yup family reali veri important... den watch lido and strich... hehe... den after skool went to plaza and eat jacks place wif mei... when i wanna pay the money jun chang, wee xiang, peter and jia yong stand outside the jack place stare at us wor... lolx... den when we walk out den they still clap for us... lolx... haha den we went to library the jia yong and wee xiang keep making mi and mei laugh lol... haha den suddenly got announcement make by the librarian they say pls do not sit on the floor and near the carbinet coze it will broad the way haha... den mi and mei laugh and laugh haha... lolx... den we went out coze we sit on floor and near the carbinet lolx... den we went back skool study till now... hehe... later eat dinner le den slack wor... den sms him awhile jus now... haha...

haha... we study in skool... so messy... lolx... i now goin to eat dinner le.. lolx...

what nonsense i did...

2007-05-22T21:16:00.000+08:00

today went to skool quite early coze wake up earlier ma... haha... den saw kor kor at blk smoking... walk to skool wif him den sit at e place near skool there wait daphne and christina... saw him den tok tok awhile den he went to skool first... haha... den in skool having mock exam from the 1st period to the 3rd period wor... lolx... haha... but i slp la... till 9 den wake up do... haha... but in the end i complete sia coze teacher gif mi a bit more time and etc... haha... den tok to mei and daphne... haha... so funny la today happen few funny stuff wor... lolx... firstly i go see dom letter which abt skool fee he haven open it yet but i kpo i go open after open i den ask him i open k... den mei and gina laugh haha... 2nd thing is next class they playin musical instruments den i say so noisy sia... den i tell mei tat i feel lyk go over ask them stop playing den mei ask mi go over wear mask lolx... den daphne say wat wear spiderman mask den shoot dunno wat thing... lolx... haha... 3rd thing is after skool raining ma... den mei and daphne share one umbrella and den mi and christina share one... den i tell daphne tat u got jacket still need umbrella de meh... she say tat u use umbrella to cover body ar nt head huh if so go cut a hole den jus cover the body can le... haha... den mei, christina and daphne laugh and laugh lolx.... haha... den mei and mi went plaza they two went home... i go plaza mac study... haha... den after tat went to mei house get exercise book this is the 4th thing happen lolx... inside the lift sms him den mei went out den i lazy press den i though the lift will stay there awhile den i thinkin to sms him finish le den go out but den the lift went up to 8th floor lolx... ahha... den mei laugh lolx... den went home had dinner den go for tuition class wor... haha... but den i eat le all vomit out coze nt feeling well ba... this few days keep nt feeling well lei... haha... lolx... den went to tuition lol... den he ask mi rest coze i nt feeling well wor... haha so sweet den i rest awhile den go for tuition... den sms him lol... haha... ya later wanna go do some stuff den slp le ba... coze veri tired today...

a small world

2007-05-21T22:03:00.000+08:00

haha today went to skool wor... forget to bring dictationary lol... haha but lucky la no mock exam sia... haha... so happy la... lol... but morning stomach pain till skool end... morning nv eat breakfast den suddenly pain... den recess go eat mee siam... eat three spoon nv eat coze hungry and pain till sian... lolx... so wasted rite... den christina, daphne and mei say stomach pain still eat spicy sia... den i say only tat one i feel lyk eating la... but in the end nv finish it up... lolx... today lyk every lesson is free period wor... nthin to do... talk to daphne, kelvin, den jie ting etc... haha... lol... so happy for... yup den daphne say something " qing ren jian qing wei he wu, zhi jia ren shen shi xiang xu "... lolx... den wee xiang go say " qing ren jian qing wei he wu, zhi jia ren kpkm ".. lolx... funny la... laugh until wanna die... went to orchard after skool wif jie ting and kai ling wor... haha... we chat lotsa of stufff... this world realli so small la... hehe... den we walk till 9 den reach home wor... daddy cal mi say u nv go home change wor... den go out le wor... lolxx... he wanna ask mi wanna go 163 eat nt but too bad i jus reach home... den i say dun need la ah ma got cook wor... lol... hehe... den wannna sms him but den he sms come lolx... den sms till 9plus den he slp le... haha... so happy... lolx... ya den jus now reach home eat le... but oso nv finish it out... ya jus now at plaza saw qian yi and her stead wor... hehe... den she ask 1st question was y u so skinny nowadays? lolx... everyone saw mi first question haha... i oso dunno y lei... nvm i wan to eat as much as possible... lolx... ya den she say u now is having slim lesson isitz... i say no la... so skinny le still slim for wat.. haha... lolx... k la wanna go do my stuff le... wan an... watchin ma xiao ling show later...

love is hurt

2007-05-20T21:04:00.000+08:00

so sad... so boring at home... wanna go out sia... but dunno go where later having dance class... lolx... later come back i goin to revise my work etc... wanna score A for chinese... so must jia bei jia u... haha... den jus now havin tuition for math so sian la... later looking for someone to tok to wor... haha... yup my bao bei little cousin come to my house wor... haha she and my cousin jj playing lolx... wanna play wif them but dunno wat to play lei... later got lotsa of things to do... blogging etc... den later must see wat to do... haha... contiune from here... den jus now went for dance class wor... so fun the class... yup we dance the song " don't stop "... hehe... on the way to class i take pic wor... so bo liao tats y take lo... ya later meeting mei for study wor... hehe... somehow meet her at 9plus 10... lolx... sms her later... miss lots of ppl sia... hehe... love is hurt....

haha... waiting for bus...

wat a boring day

2007-05-19T23:00:00.000+08:00

so angry today wanna beat someone sia... hai... nvm forget it... today early morning 8am went to skool wif daphne and mei for extra chinese lesson... the class onli got 5 ppl but den i learn lots of things wor... haha... den went to blk 163 eat breakfast sia... haha... den after tat on the way to plaza saw mr yu wor nv tok much coze crossing the road lo... haha... den suddenly daphne shoe spoit lol... haha den went to mac den she say wanna buy shoe so acc her to bankit buy... haha... wanna buy a shoe for myself but yet dunno should i not sia... ahaha... but in the end nv buy la... den walk back to plaza daphne went home mi and mei eat again... eat fillet-o-fish den eat half way my buger drop haha... den nv pick up so bad... den slp in mac awhile after tat i woke up do my work mei slp... den i go take balloon.. haha when i walk around plaza everybody keep staring at mi... lol funny meh... 18yrs old gal cant take balloon for fun meh... and in the end i gif to baby cousins... den saw hao peng wor... haha he so ke aiii la... den went to buy jerald cake... lol... den ah ma keep callin mi... and i so busy la... haha... den after tat went to buy fish ball etc... lol... den went back home celebrate wif my cousins... den we had fun... actually wanna go out wif astley at 6 plus de but he bo liao la... wannna watch soccer... den i bet wif him but in the end i lose... lol... den at home slack... tok to astley... den jus now tok to jie... haha... today so boring wanna go do work later wor... tml still got tuition wor... lol... haha... ya den i go change my blog skin le wor... so happy... haha... kk.. end here le... love always princess...